Bigyan natin ng AWARD ang liham na ito. Sobrang ang drama at naaliw ako nung nabasa ko...

Drum roll please....

"Dear *****,

Thank you for the year that we shared. Though it was very painful for me to know that you took the risk of letting me go and being with someone you've just met.

I don't have anything against you finding him - it's the circle of life, and I have to deal with it. I know you just got tired of our redundant life - living together, eating the same meals, meeting with our common few friends (simply because we're not out to them), dating and going to malls, traveling...

Yeah, it was just you and me. And you got tired of it. But I didn't. Simply because, as Joker said, You complete me. I don't need anyone else.

But I was wrong. When you left me, there was no one to turn to. I don't want to talk to our friends - who'd tell me that it wasn't my fault, and it's yours for your questionnable contentment. I know I have my own faults too, but looking after you and containing you has its own reasons.

I tried to soften the grip but you ended having five one night stands - Past is past, but I do want you to know that it was for your own good.

I loved you - and I love you still, but we have to grow. Even if we're no longer together. Time pass by and wounds heal, though the heart remains scarred, it still beats.

To the guy you met, I hope he'll take care of you - and I hope, that he's not just another pretty face who caught your libido. I know I'm not "astig" as him, I don't sing good and I am somewhat questionnable. But never you doubted whom I loved - and my loyalty. You never worried where I was and whom I am with... Simply because, you know my love was real.

Now I hope I can do the same.

Dear ***** - please be careful with your heart. I don't mind mine breaking, since I can pick up the pieces, put it all back together in a different appeal. I know how to survive - and I know someone's out there who can love me the way I am, the way you used to...

Love,

&&&"


*clap clap clap clap* Hahaha... AWARD!!! O di ba? Mahal na mahal ni Ampersand si Asterisk? Hahaha... this made my day...

Good night Mr. T! :-)

Currently listening to: Paano Na Kaya by Bugoy Drillon
Currently reading: Wilmer's YM Window
Currently feeling: weird
Posted by jjcobwebb on October 23, 2008 at 11:33 PM in Everyday Drama, Gayness, Randomness | 2 comment(s)

SoraMimi (guest)

Comment posted on October 24th, 2008 at 07:45 AM
award award award! cute na post! (sob sob)

:3
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jjcobwebb (guest)

Comment posted on October 24th, 2008 at 10:39 AM
sob sob talaga. kaya ikaw! wag ka na madrama. lol