"Didn’t we take each other
To a place where no ones ever been?
Yeah, I really need you near me tonight
Cause you'll never take me there again
- Touch Me In The Morning, Diana Ross"

Hello Mr. T! Got home around 7am. Slept in a friend's house. Anyways, anong bago... hmmm... ay nakita ko sina Sherry kahapon sa Dad’s Makati!!! Weee... kasama ni Jolenz, Beck, EJ, Kat, Lai etc. Natuwa naman ako dahil ang tagal tagal na rin namin di nagkakita kita. So yun, picture picture kami. Sayang wala si AK, kumpleto na sana kaming 4.

Did nothing in the office the whole day. I Youtube my day til 6:30pm. I even got lost in The Fort.

Pagkauwi ko, sabi ni Mama masiSingapore daw kami sa December and sina Ate sa March na magaAmerica. Naku, sana naman matuloy na toh. Yung Hong Kong kasi Mr. T! Hindi natuloy eh! Pagkakataon ko pa namang makita sina Mickey Mouse nun kahit Chinese version. Haha!

Alam mo Mr. T!, naisip ko kung baket minsan talaga hindi maiiwasan ng isang tao ang mangaliwa. Oo, yung hindi maging faithful sa jowa niya.  Some people can really be so cold. Yep, and where do you find warmth? From other people of course. Some couples will try to work things out after this kind of debacle. Let's just hope they learned their lessons this time.

Ako, pag niloko ako ng magiging jowa ko, naku, lintik lang ang walang latay! Hahaha... erase sa memory ko agad ang pagkatao niya at kung sino siya. Baboo na talaga. Pero kung humingi pa siya ng another chance, I'll give him. Ulitin niya lang yung pagloko sa kin and kebs na ko forever and ever sa kanya. I'll pretend he doesn't exist anymore. Fly away butterfly!!!

When you're friends, you can talk about anything. Anything related to your interests. Yep, some people share the same interests that they can talk about. Interests that they can only talk about to certain friends. I wonder why people treat me as a friend yet they don't want to open up on things that we have in common like "gay relationships" or whatever that maybe. I really won't mind having them to tell me stuff they think I wouldn't like to hear. I'm just here. I'm interested. I'll listen. I want them to remember that from the start it was already them. Okay ang labo nun. Anyways, I'm interested.

Gay relationships they say don't last long. But I was able to talk to one of my cousins. He and his partner have been together for 3 years now. Aw! What a moving story Mr. T! I knew that it was 'them' when I bumped into them in Trinoma this year. And their thing has been going not just this year. I should've known the moment my cousin introduced me to him! And they tried to deny it before. Such stories make me smile. It's love baby.

I've learned that there are certain things we really can't have in life. Yep, like the people you really want. Mr. T!, I've already accepted the fact that me and other people really can't be together. As in like really. Their heart belongs to someone else and I can't do anything about it. No contest. The start of the year is not that long. What more the mid-year. Some of us are really devoted and willing to wait. Even a lifetime. Hoping, that somewhere, someplace there's a time for them. Still them. I was like that too. But when practicality enters your senses and you learned your lessons very well, at the end of the day, you just want to be happy. And make those people who make you happy, happy as well --- no strings attached. I guess that's what happen when you've been hurt so bad.  And been hurt over and over again. You become numb and cold with the things that are happening. I wish someone will break the ice.

I remember a conversation I had with this friend Mr. T! I think I really have a talent with reading between the lines.

Friend   : Wow ang galing mo naman! Hahaha...
Jacob    : Baket magaling?
Friend   : Hindi ko naman blatantly sinulat sa blog yun pero nagets mo na ganun yun...
Jacob    : Hahaha... ayun pagkagets ko kahit di nakasulat...
Friend   : Galing mo magread between the lines ha...
Jacob    : Wow, pang-ilan ka na nagsabi sa kin nyan! Baka hidden talent ko...

Maybe. Maybe not. Maybe I know. Maybe I don't know. Let's all just be happy now. :-)