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Lagi na lang Chris and it makes me soo... it makes me soo... it makes me soo... happy. I don't know Mr. T! But I still do. Kinda weird right? It's been like the whole year and I'm still happy being with Chris. Note: we're not together just to make things clear. And I still don't know where I am standing. I'm nowhere. I'm not here and I'm not even there. I'm nowhere to be found. And it sucks. But I'm happy. Let alone the drama.

When I was younger, I used to think about what those guys after me could do to make me happy. Maybe, I'm getting older, because right now, I don't think about what Chris does to me but what I do to and for him. I want to make him feel special in my own little way. In my own irritating way.  He makes me happy Mr. T! and I wish and hope I also make him happy.

What happend a while ago was a blast. It was his first day on his new job. We're much nearer each other now cause his building is just few minutes away from mine. Sadly, I'm here only til December.

Chris and I met up in Starbucks. He had a Starbucks coupon by the way. A buy 1 take 1 drink (I'm not sure).  He had a new laptop! Given by his new company. He was all dressed for the office and he really looked nice. First time I saw him like that. We stayed about an hour in that Starbucks then we walked til Starbucks Fairway Building. That's where his Starbucks coupon  only applies.  We got drizzled on --- and it's not our first time to be. We walked along 5th Street and we just kept talking and talking ang laughing and pushing. There was lightning. Thank God it didn't strike us. Anyhoos, in Starbucks Fairway, he ordered 2 drinks and 1 Hungarian sausage. We shared the food. It felt nice. And only few people were on that cafe. It felt nicer.

After an almost hour-stay long in Starbucks Fairway, we decide to eat in G4. Hailed a taxi then alighted in G4. We ate in Okuya. Still one of my favorite place to eat in Food Choices. He ordered what I ordered. Tuna Steak. Let me just say that since 2nd Year College I've been eating that food and still a favorite. Thanks to Steve! Hahaha! After eating, we talked.

TALKED. About a lot of stuff. Stuff I've never talked about to anyone. Not even my own best friend. I was like stripping off myself to Chris a while ago. I don't know if he'd still want to be friends with me with all my stories. But that's me. That's my past. I have my dark sides too and I'm not always childish as people may think or see. Let's just say that I've become numb from those madness and I grew up a little too soon. What ever happened happened and I'm not regretting any of those because I learned from them. I wanted them to happen. But just like what I've said over and over, I never want to return to that place. Never again. And my timeline of guys? Only few people know about that, I told Chris about it. Chris was so open too Mr. T! He told me things I never knew about him. We talked the night away Mr. T! and it was nice. He opened up, it was nicer.

Hailed a cab in the same place we hailded a cab last time we were in Glorietta. And yes, I'm playful. Then, a drama happened with us and the driver. Anyways, not worth mentioning, we're not on the same phylum as the driver. Hahaha! Chris rode a cab again and I rode the train. It was a night. I'm so happy and I hope he was happy too.
Night Mr. T! :-)