If there’s really one thing I wanna do right now Mr. T!, that is to unlike Chris --- but I just can’t. It’s like everyday I like Chris more and more. Hay…

Anyways, sobrang daming ginawa kanina sa opisina Mr. T! So many things to do, so little cash. Hahaha! Anyways, thankfully, I got it all done. Then came 6:00pm and it was time to go. Chris and I decided to have dinner in Megamall. We’ve never eaten or been to Megamall before.It was our first time there and it was fun. Chris wanted to eat in Podium. Sabi ko huwag since the restos in Podium are classy --- meaning expensive. Hmmm… anyways, I was all lethargic when I got to Megamall. Traffic along EDSA, add to that the drizzle that caused me to open up my umbrella while walking along The Fort. But everything was subdued when I saw Chris Mr. T! Hay… he still never fail to make me happy. Even by just seeing him, after all these months and dramas, he still makes me happy. I really don’t know why but he still does.

We met up in Powerbooks. I looked older than him a while ago. Thanks to my attire and his attire. Tsk! Corporate attire sucks. He told me I should have brought a stethoscope since I was like a doctor with my white jacket and my necktie to compliment. We really had no idea where to eat a while ago Mr. T! Maybe all I wanted was to see him. Hmmm… but I was hungry too. Anyways, after the walking and strolling and talking, we ended up eating in Goldilocks. Chris wanted to order all the viand that was displayed on the counter. I’ve always loved Goldilocks’ Dinuguan so I ordered one. Then he ordered Kaldereta and Lechon Paksiw. We shared our ulam and he shared his rice with me. Then had some talking here and there. After eating, we walked again. We tried waiting for 8-9pm so we could easily get on the MRT train. We walked for the mean time.

While walking I bumped into Marvin! Wah! He’s a former blockmate and AK’s boyfriend. He was there in Megamall to fetch AK in HP he told he. He’s now working pala in Microsoft! Sushal! Then we had to end our conversation immediately since he looked like he was in a hurry. I wanted to have Dippin’ Dots. Sadly, when Chris and I got to the corner where it used to be, it was not there. Maybe, they weren’t there anymore for the longest time. I haven’t been to Megamall for ages so I didn’t know. I really wanted to have ice cream or a dessert while we were walking. Good thing we passed by Yogurbud. It was and Yogurt Ice Cream store. We decided to eat there. Then we sat for a while. Talked again. I told Chris what we walk while eating the yogurt but he didn’t want to. Chris finished his yogurt first. So I asked if we could now walk while eating my yogurt. I don’t know, the place where we ate that yogurt was just awkward. Then we strolled again, walked pass Fitness First and then to MRT.

There were still a lot of people using the MRT around 9pm Mr. T! And we thought it’ll be easy for us to ride the train. But it almost took forever for trains to arrive at Ortigas station. When we got to Cubao, we walked til LRT2 then went our separate ways. It was fun Mr. T! I was really happy with Chris a while ago.

Ang dami nang nangyari sa min ngayong taon. Good, bad, bull, full, nice, ugly etc. And I am very happy we’re still friends despite all. You heard me right Mr. T! Friends. Sad but I still have to control myself when I’m with Chris. He already set the border and I don’t want to get hurt anymore. I’m not forcing myself though. But come what may. I’m just not expecting anymore. And just like what the text message says: “It’s better to hope than to expect. For in expectations we meet disappointments. Whereas in hoping, we invite surprises and miracle. ”. It was a day Mr. T! A looooong day. I’m happy that Chris is still with me this year. I don’t wanna lose him now. Kahit hindi siya sa kin, ayaw ko siyang mawala sa kin. Hay… good night Mr. T!