Nonchalant
I may not know everything there is to know about you
but I do know that I've never felt
or cared about anyone this much.
I don't know what more you are waiting for
But I told you I can wait forever
I'm either in or I'm out.
If you know what you want, go for it.
If you can't, then maybe you just don't want it enough.
I am happy, but I might get tired
You put me in this complicated limbo.
Don't keep me in it too long.
Don't say there's a chance,
or wait a while,
or tell me you like me too
or you wanna hold my hand
unless you really mean it.
You're just confusing me more.
Sometimes you make it hard for me to smile
because deep down I just wanna cry.
because I just really don't know the answers
because you keep giving me silence
I don't wanna be adored
I wanna be loved
Please let me in
Or let me go...