Hello Mr. T! I'm back! Hahaha... ayun, galing sa sementeryo with my relatives. Ayun, grabe, parang squatter na yung San Juan cemetery. As in patong patong na yung mga nitso dun. Grabe, tapos ang dami daming tao, mukha pang mahihi (joke) --- Hahahaha. So yun, around 4:30pm kami umalis together with Tita Mercedes, Marco and Michael. Andun na si Brian beforehand. Siya yung nagbabantay tapos yun. Hmmm... until dumating sina Ate Bibing dun sa sementeryo before umalis kami sabay sabay. Hmmm... nakita namin ni Marco si ERAP dumaan sa harap namin papunta dun sa museleyo ng mga Ejercito. Wala lang, kaaliw dahil celebrity. So yun, nung umuwi na kami, dapat kakain kami sa JT's kaso sarado na. So nagJollibee na lang kami. 48 years yung inorder naming Chickenjoy na sobrang spicy nung sinerve na sa min. As in! Sobrang anghang! Kamusta naman! So yun, hmmm... tapos, para kong gaga kagabi. Tinatakot ko sarili ko sa bahay. Ewan ko ba. Ano pa ba, ayun, nakausap ko rin si Tita Yoly kahapon sa phone. Kaloka, boses American na siya. Porket nasa States english ng english. Dinugo ako. Anyways, wala lang kamustahan portion lang naman. Pero tumagal ng 1 hour. Hindi ako mahilig sa phone Mr. T! Pero pinagbigyan ko na dahil baka nalulungkot din yun dun. Kinasal na pala ang bruha dun. So yun... sige sige....  update you soon! Mwah!!1 :)

          Hello Mr. T! I just finished watching MMK. Yung story is about a gay (drag, beauty queen, fairy type) guy who ended up as being a father. That's the gist of the whole story. Anyways, Mark Bautista played the gay man's role and then Janel played the wife of Mark. The story was cute. Mark (whose name was Vic in the story), was rejected by his family, then fell in love in love with a guy. The guy cheated him (of course sa girl). Naheartbroken siya. Then came Janel. Ayun, they fell in love, had sex then nagkafamily. Tapos, nung papatapos na yung story, yung isang anak ni Mark nagkasakit ng malala. So, his means of living wasn't enough para mapagamot yung anak niya. So he had to join a Gay Beauty Pegeant again. Tapos nag-away sila ng asawa niya. And then he explained why he did join the pegeant again. So yun, it was a happy ending. Sorry kung magulo yung review, hindi naman ako writer... hahaha.

          Hmmm... ang dami kong natutunan sa palabas kanina Mr. T!  First, hindi mo kailangang maging tunay na lalaki (straight man) para maging isang mabuting tatay. Meron nga diyan mga tunay na lalaki na tatay tapos pinababayaan lang mga anak nila. Wala rin silang silbi. Tapos, isa pa, you don't have to be someone that you're not para mahalin ka lang ng isang tao. Dun sa story, Janel loved Mark the way he was. Hindi niya ininda na bakla si Mark or whatever. Si Mark na lang yung sumubok na baguhin yung sarili niya. Ano pa ba... hmmm... ayun, hindi rin sukatan ang kasarian ng isang tao ng pagkatao niya. Lahat naman tayo pantay pantay eh. Walang ginawa ang Diyos na mas higit na nilalang. Kung meron man yung Diyos yun. Marami pang moral yung story eh hindi ko lang maexpress masyado. Maganda yun story talaga kahit cliche pero nakakatouch siya ng puso Mr. T! Ewan ko ba. Lately touchy ako eh. Sometimes I feel na there's a lot of hidden emotions sa loob ko na kailangan ko talagan ilabas. Anyways yun, wala naman nangyari ngayon, nagbantay lang ako ng Planet tapos nung gabi sa SJMM naman. Wala, nasa Ilocos pa rin ang magagaling kong pamilya. Tapos LASARET orientation namin tomorrow. Buti naayos na yung conflict ko dun with RELSFOR. So yun Mr. T! Sana nagets mo yung entry ko. Wala ako sa wisho ngayon. Pagpasensiyahan mo na ko :) Ayt ayt? Update you soon :) Bye! 

P.S. Kainis si Jeffrey shux --- naadik tuloy ako sa song ni Kavana! Maganda talaga yung meaning nung Special Kind of Something. Wahhh... hehehehe... I love Kavana! Hahaha... ay! Spice Girls din! Hahaha... may preview na yung video nilang Headlines (Friendship Never Ends) Sige sige ulit :)

          Grabe Mr. T! Gutom ako ngayon! Wah... hmmm... wala kong makain so naisip ko isulat na lang mga paborito kong pagkain dito! Ahahaha... and hindi mo pa naman alam yun di ba? I never had an entry about my favorite food before. So eto na (in no particular order yun number 1 lang ang tamang numbering):

1. Sake(Salmon) Sashimi (sige Tuna will do)
2. Balun-balunan
3. Isaw
4. Kwek-kwek
5. Marshmallows
6. Cloud 9
7. California Maki
8. Tuna Steak
9. Chickenjoy
10. Mashed Potato
11. Sinigang
12. Kare-kare
13. Lechon
14. Dinuguan
15. Bagels
16. Pansit (hindi yung instant ha)
17. Lasagna
18. Pepperoni (walang kasamang pizza please)
19. Nilagang Baka
20. Tinolang Manok
21. Yogurt
22. Caramel Frap
23. Hash Brown
24. Koko Crunch or Honey Stars
25. Pritong Tilapia

          Ayan ha! 25 foods yan! Kung sino man sana makabasa nito padalhan ako ng kahit ano diyan sa mga yan! Hahaha... pero siguro mamaya or bukas hindi na ko gutom. Hmmm... ahahaha... sige sige... hanap ako ng makakain sa ref... :P

          Grabe Mr. T! I missed Pagudpod para lang sa parang 15-minute na orientation sa LASARET. Sana pinakuha ko na lang yung green folder! Wahuhuhuhu --- anyways yun. Tapos nun nagprovidence kami nina Deck, Aubrey, Tin and Matty. Hindi pala Coed yung mga rooms sa Retreat House. Sa may Tatay Rizal kami magreretreat pala. Ayun, tapos mamaya aalis kami ni Ritz and Barry. Magmamalling. Hahaha --- sige sige. Update you soon ayt? Mwah!

          Ayun Mr. T! Nacrash yung PC ko kanina grabe! Crash siya ng crash ngayong araw. Anyways, I tried to log in again sa YM to continue what I was suppose to tell Jeffrey kaso he was offline na rin pala so I slept muna and recharged myself para sa birthday celebration ni Ritz. So yun, around 4:30pm, nagkita kami ni Ritz sa Glorietta 4 and then dapat pupuntahan namin si Barry sa GB3 kaso pumunta na lang siya sa Glorietta and then nilakad namin from there until sa parking ng GB3. Ayun, nagpalinis pala siya ng car. Ahahaha --- 4 na guys pa naglinis nung kotse niya. So yun --- off to MOA.

          Ayun, after namin makalabas ng Makati Ave., hindi namin alam na napunta pala kami sa may Bus Lane. Naku! May MMDA Officer dun sa dulo at nakita kami. Malamang, gusto ticketan si Barry. Barry had 2 choices, either ibigay niya yung lisensya niya or magbayad. Actually, I got confused kung para san yung 100php na binigay ni Barry dun sa Officer. Lagay ba siya??? Or penalty??? Weird, pero sabi ni Ritz lagay raw yun. Tsk tsk kurakot!!! So yun, nakalusot kami. Mainit ang car ni Barry kanina grabe! Sira ang aircon. So what Ritz and I did was to open the window na lang --- pagmabilis yung takbo nung car pero pagmabagal close agad --- pollution of course!

          So yun, when we arrived sa MOA, ikot ikot na naman. NagWATSON'S muna si Barry dahil naghahyper acidity siya. Ako naman bumili ng Chocomallows. Hahaha--- ayun, we decided to eat na sa CONGO GRILLE. Kaaliw, dahil sabi ko na isulat namin yung name ni Jeffrey sa isang extra plate para somehow kasama namin siya. Hahaha -- sweet di ba! So yun, hinintay muna namin lahat ng order dumating para mapicturan at mapikita kay Jeffrey. So yun, while eating, kwentuhan at tawanan. Grabe Mr. T! Nagthrow up ako at hindi ko naubos yung kinakain ko. Huhuhu --- dahil ata sa Iced Tea or sa Mallows or dahil sa kakatawa. Naku, nacgCR talaga ko para lang ilabas mga kinain ko. Sad noh? Anyways masaya naman. We had, Molo Soup, Chicken Fingers, Garlic Kangkong, Sisig. Masarap siya Mr. T! and hindi umabot bill namin ng 1000php. So yun, as planned nagICE SKATES kami. Binigyan na lang namin si Ritz ng tig100 ni Barry since 250php for 2 hours yung rental fee. So yun, sayang hindi namin nagamit yung 2 hours dahil si Barry pinapauwi na ng mom niya. So yun, aliw, si Ritz parang takot na takot kasi raw si Llamas naslice yung hands dahil sa IceSkates. Anyways, masaya magIceSkates Mr. T! Sayang wala si Jeffrey alam ko masisiyahan siya kung andun siya. The last time I went IceSkating was in 2004 pa! With Barry and Jeffrey sa Megamall --- hahaha --- memories. So yun, around 9:15pm we left na. Parang 45minutes lang kami nagskates. Anyways masaya naman. Kala ko yung bumabagsak from the ceiling were snow! Bubbles lang pala kainis! So yun, kala ko pupunta dun sa Global Fun Carnival.  Pero ayaw na talaga ni Barry --- what can we do di ba? Hay... sayang. Ayun, Barry dropped us, si Ritz dun sa street malapit sa kanila, ako sa Cubao na lang. So yun, sobrang ambilis ng mga nangyari Mr. T! Mas masaya siguro kung andito si Jeffrey --- hay. Anyways yun Mr. T! Nasa Multiply ko na yung mga pictures kanina. :) Update you soon ayt? Mwah!

P.S. Ang ingay nung mga tao sa jeep na sinakyan ko kanina papuntang Cubao! Parang sa kanila yung jeep! Kainis! Tapos may kasabay kami ni Tin kaninang umaga sa LRT2 na babae, parang forever nagmamake up! Tsk! Kainis din! Addict ata sa make up! Sige sige! :)

          Grabe Mr. T! Kaaliw, si Gareth binigyan ako ng acoustic version ng Special Kind of Something ni Kavana --- ahahaha. Kasi yun yung status niya and we talked about the song. So yun, sabi niya the acoustic version is much better than the original version. Mas maganda nga, mas mafifeel mo yung lyrics and content ng song talaga. Wala lang. Post ko lang yung lyrics dahil sobrang ganda ng kanta and sobrang relate ako sa song right now. Naka-BoldItalics letters yung favorite part/lyrics ko sa song:

Special Kind of Something by Kavana

Somebody said that I would make it big
Somebody said that I would be the kid
to go all the way to go all the way
My daddy said learn and you will go far
You've got to reach out for the highest star
That's what he said so that's what I did...

And nobody said that I would feel this pain
Nobody said that I would feel this way
And I need to explain...

CHORUS :
I've got something to give,
I need someone to hold,
I need a special kind of something
Coz I dont wanna be alone...

I've got to learn how to love,
I need to know how to care,
I've got a special kind of something
That I just need to share...

I didn't really think about the consequence,
I've got a one way ticket out of innocence,
But that was my dream, and this is my dream,

I can't spend another night on my own,
Never in my life felt so alone,
Darling, can I explain?

(repeat chorus)

With you...

And if I keep pretending, how will you know?
The message I keep sending,
I've got a special kind of something,
that I just need to show, ooh

(repeat chorus)

Something to give, someone to hold,
Special kind of something, don't wanna be alone,
Ooh

Learn how to love, know how to care,
Special kind of something I just need to share...

(repeat chorus till fade)

          Wah... I really need that special kind of something Mr. T! Hay, wala nga naman talagang manyayari kung magpepretend ako ng magprepretend na wala lang tong nararamdaman ko! Kaso ayaw ko talaga ipaalam! Ayaw ko mareject :( Ahhh... shux... I need it OMG...   

          Hello Mr. T! Ayan, nagupdate na naman ako. Tinatarget ko actually magkaroon ng 500 post by the end of this year. So yun, kagigising ko lang actually. Minsan hindi ko alam kung sobra ako sa tulog or super deprived. Minsan kasi as in wala, minsa super sobra --- masama ata ahahaha. Anyways yun, sabay pala kami umuwi kagabi ng pamilya ko sa bahay. I was just 1 hour early. Ayun, wala silang pasalubong. Ang thoughtful di ba. Tapos si Barry may crisis. Naku, kaya niya yun. Anyways ang gaganda nung picture ng family ko sa Pagudpod. Kakaiba raw yung weather dun, ambon daw ng ambon na parang weather sa Ilocos Norte ang ambon. Tapos puros Taiwanese pa raw yung mga turista dun sabi ng pamilya ko. Shet, sayang, sana talaga nakasama ako. So yun, walang magawa ngayon as in. May hinihintay akong tao na kukuha ng gamot ngayon dito sa drugstore. Hay, pasok na naman bukas Mr. T! Nakakatamad na. Uhmm... ano pa ba, sabi ko magsisimba ako kanina, hindi na tuloy --- tsk, sorry God. Sina mama umalis pumuntang Divisoria, binili ata ang buong Divisoria at hanggang ngayon hindi pa sila dumadating. Hmmm... ayun, salamat pala sa 7Up, nawala ang bagahe sa tiyan ko! Hahaha --- maliit na siya ulit. Anyways, ayun, I'll update you as soo as possible Mr. T! Ngayon pala yung totoong birthdate ni Rhitzjoy! Happy birthday my friend!!! Mwah!!! Sige update you Mr. T! :) 

Hello Mr. T! Buhay ako! Super antok ako kanina! Ahahaha --- til 3am ba naman kami nagchachat ni Jeffrey at gumising ako ng 6am. Galing di ba! Parang superman lang! Anywasy yun, sa SMART room kami kanina sa RELSFOR. 2.0 ako sa Midterms. Si FC lang kasama ko kanina at absent si Georgia. Tapos si Deck nagtext at nasa GOX raw siya para gawin yung BP. Fortunately, hindi pa deadline kanina. Ayun, nagLib kami, ako natulog siya nagbabasa. Tapos dumating si Aubrey. Nagcanteen muna kami tapos BP na. Ayun, as usual super antok sa BP. Tapos nagconserv para iupload mga slides namin sa BP. Picture moments sa converv na rin. Tapos, nakachat si Jeffrey na naman at magswiswimming na naman raw sila! At naloka sa mga revelations ni Gareth. Tapos nagdownload ng mga emote na kanta. Anyways, ayun, walang METHODS kanina. Monday schedule lang yung may pasok. Sa Friday pa kami. Namove raw yun deadline. Sina Sheila and David di nagrereply kanina kala ko galit sila sa kin. And then, umuwi na. Absent pala si Tin sa BP. Nagsiomai muna kami ni Aubrey then yun. Pagkauwi ko super tulog. Ahahaha --- tapos eto ngayon iniisip paano sasagutan ang LITERA1 assignment. Sige sige. Update you soon Mr. T! Ayt? Love you! Mwah!

Kamusta naman Mr. T! Wala na kong LITERA1, wala pa kong TECNPRE. So yun, pero bago ko pumunta sa school pumunta muna akong bangko para kumuha ng pera. Tapos, parang 1 hour mahigit ako naghintay sa bangko. BDO na rin pala yung PCI branch diyan sa Broadway. Anyways, yun, umuwi ulit tapos kumain sa bahay then pumunta na ng school. Grabe, akala ko may TECNPRE wala pala. So yun, wala kong ginawa, umuwi na rin sina Tin, Aubrey and Deck tapos sina Anjhe naman and Anne nasa Animo Canteen. Anyways, so yun, naComLab muna ako. May news kay Gary, may bf na ulit siya. Long time friend niya raw. Buti naman hindi na friend na nakuha online. Tapos exaj si Jeffrey online na naman. Si Page din kanina online! Pasaway na pamangkin ko na yun parang hindi na pumapasok laging online! Hmmm... ay grabe! Kalerkei Mr. T! Si Keith (wala ko sa mood ipakilala siya basta si Keith), isang online friend ko. Grabe, nasa ComLab din kanina. Naku po! Grabe, ayun, tinanong ako ng kung anu-ano. Sobrang kinakabahan ako kanina Mr. T! Buti may class pa ko nung mga 15 minutes before siya pumasok so unti na lang yung time namin magkaharap sa lab. Grabe! Parang hindi ako makatayo kanina sa hiya. Pero keri naman. So yun, tapos nagPRTEMAN. Nagdiscuss si Sir Sipin Critical Path Method. Tapos nagkaSW. Grabe, hindi namin nagets ni Anjhe yung lesson. Tinuruan pa kami ni Sir sa board! Amfufufu! Ayun, eto kauuwi lang. Ang lungkot. Magisa ako umuwi ngayon --- huhuhu. Ang loner ko ngayong araw na toh. Tsk, hindi nakapagmeeting yung group namin and group nina Klang sa TECNPRE kanina. Hay... basta yun. Inaantok ako Mr. T! Ano ba ito! Sige sige update you soon ayt? Mwah

Ay siyangapala, lols, grabe 3am na naman ako natulog kagabi! Superbonding with Jeff and Ritz sa YM kagabi! Naman naman! Kung anu ano nalaman ko tungkol sa mga friends ko! Hahihi....

Hello Mr. T! Ayun, grabe, super sugar-rushed ako ngayon, kami pala nina Tin, Aubrey and Deck. Kumain kami dun sa bagong cafe na malapit sa Andrew bldg. Okay sobra ang food at ng mga cakes... ahaha. Umorder kami ni Tin ng Beef Stew and sina Deck and Aubs, Chicken Barbeque naman. 62.50php lang isang order at malaki pa servings. Ayun, tapos nun, umorder kami ng Oreo Cheesecake, Cream Puff, 2 Blueberry Cheesecake, Otap Cake (not sure about this), at Crinkles --- there's more, may libre pang kape! After nun pumunta kaming RP (walkathon), may bago na palang wing yung RP Manila! At may TIMEZONE na rin! Pero maliit lang. So yun, after nun, iniwan ko na sila sa RP at nakipagkita sa METHODS groupmates. Binigay na yung draft and thank God unti lang yung comment ni Sir at puros tungkol lang mismo dun sa process ng MMDA. Tapos practice ng Pasicatchan, may nabuo na kaming song --- Time After Time! Yey! Sana may maisip na silang fast song tomorrow. Gusto nila Toxic kaso hirap naman no voicing! So anyways yun, hindi ako pumasok ng RELSFOR, leche kasi yung daga dito sa bahay hindi nagpatulog! Tapos, BPOUTSR pumasok ako. Reporting lang ng isang group and then dapat manonood kami ng ANG PAGLILITIS NI MANG SERAPIO nung U-Break. Hindi na kami nakanood dahil ubos na yung tix --- instead kumain kami sa Monarisa's. Pero, since required sa class namin sa LITERA1 manood nung play, bumili ako ng tix for 6pm. Sa class nina Tin, naging optional na lang dahil nagpareserve yung prof niya ng tix eh hindi naman nareserve. So yun, after nung Pasicatchan practice, 6pm, nanood na ko ng Mang Serapio mag-isa --- grabe loner! Ayun, ayoko na ireview yung Mang Serapio pero katawa siya at the same time ka-irita. Ayun, around 8pm umuwi na ko kahit hindi pa tapos yung open forum about the play --- hahaha. May fire drill nga pala kaninang UBreak sa William nung sinasubmit ko yung LITERA1 assignment ko! Kala ko na tuloy totoong sunog. So yun, jumebs pa ko sa Gox 4th floor kanina dahil sa sobrang kabusugan.

          Okay Mr. T! I just saw my 2005-2006 wish list on my archives and here they are or were...

          [♦] iPod Nano/ iPod 60GB or SONY Walkman
          [♦] 6630 or 3230
          [♦] A new Nike/Skechers/Puma Sneakers
          [♦] A new jacket
          [♦] The Emancipation of Mimi (The Ultra Platinum Edition)
          [♦] Merry Christmas Re-packaged
          [  ] A Digital Camera
          [♦] Converse Chucks
          [♦] A Palmtop or a Laptop 
          [♦] More RAM for my PC
          [  ] Someone to hold

          Di ba halos lahat nakuha ko? Hmmm... now, since again, my birthday and Christmas are fast approaching, hehehe, I'll be listing my 2007 wish list. Hmmm... let's see:

          [  ] A Digital Camera (ang tagal ko ng gusto ng personal!)
          [  ] A Sony PSP/ Nintendo DS
          [  ] An iPod (again! my iPod got stolen)
          [  ] Playstation 3 or XBOX 360 or Wii (sawa na ko sa PS2 at XBOX)
          [  ] A New Dual Core PC! or kahit na Graphic Card lang... hahaha 
          [  ] More RAM naman para sa Laptop ko
          [  ] Someone to love (sana may magparamdam --- huhu)         

          Naku noh! Magastos ang mga gusto Mr. T! Tsk tsk, kumusta naman talaga ang bulsa ng magulang ko or bulsa ko? Sana naman kahit half niyang Wish List ko matupad di ba? Sana may magkusang loob na rin na magbigay sa kin niyan! Hahaha --- anyways yun lang naman Mr. T! Hindi lang ako makatulog ngayon kaya inupdate kita. Hay, someone to love... someone to love... someone to love... ikaw ang walang presyo diyan pero baket ang hirap mo makuha... huhuhu.... sige. Night Mr. T! Mwah!

Hay lang... wala ako sa mood magupdate sa sobrang sama ng loob ko... :(

           Ayun Mr. T! Okay na ko. Hay, wala lang gusto ko lang naman kasi sinasabi sa kin ng tao na galit siya sa kin at hindi ko pa ito nalalaman sa iba. Anyways, hmmm, yesterday update muna, ayun, didn't have LITERA1 and TECNPRE. Went to school for PRTEMAN, just had an activity. And then, went to Thesis Room andun sina Tin eh, ginagawa SYSDEV2 nila. Tapos si Deck ginagawa yung BPOUTSR namin. Andun din si Danon may ginagawa. Tapos najujunkfood kami ni Tin dahil bumili kami sa EGI. Tapos si Matty dumating din. Ayun, around 6pm, kumain kaming KFC. Ayun, pakipot pa lahat, kumain din naman lahat. Ang gastos namin Mr. T! Grabe! So yun,  basta, okay na ko, nag-usap na kami ni David tungkol sa issue na sinabi ni Anne kina Deck na sinabi sa kin. Ayun, nagusap na kami kanina at kahapon, matagal na raw yun at okay na raw siya. Anyways, ayun, nakamove on na ko.... 

          So yun, ngayon naman, nagRELSFOR kami pero sobrang parang dumaan lang yung subject na yun. Naglaptop lang ako buong period dahil ginagawa ko yung BPOUTSR website. Tapos after, si Georgia nagstay til 10am sa school at sinamahan ako sa conserv. Tamang tama around that time dumating si Deck. Ayun, ginawa namin. Tapos, hindi na ko nakapagsulat ng recommendations, so pinagsama na lang niya lahat. Tapos nagUM kami, print and burn. Ang advance ng oras ng IT Secretary, 11:01 am kami nagsubmit tapos 11:06am yung nilagay niya! Madaya! Anyways, yun, tapos nagYoutube sa Gox til 1pm. Absent pala si Mr. Sipin! Ayun, kachat si Jeffrey malamang sa YM kanina. And then si Ivan dumating siyempre, si Tin as usual aligaga. Ayun, with Aubrey and Deck, kumain kaming 5 sa Monarisa again. Ayun, onti ng servings nila ngayon. Ay, sobrang lakas pala ng ulan kanina Mr. T! Nanghiram pa ko ng Umberellllah kay Beck. Ayun, nagBrazo de Mercedes ako for dessert. Sila hindi na nagdesert. Hmmm... and then umuwi na sila ako METHODS pa eh. So tambay muna ng Gox at naki-upo sa table ni Ruel at naglaptop. Ayun, tapos Methods na, nagpaconsult kay Doc Loyd. Buti marami siyang insights and nalinawagan kami. Pupunta na naman kaming MMDA sa Monday. Magcucut ako ng BP. And then Pasicatchan practice. May nagbebeatbox na si Jerry. Ayun, buti naman hindi na ko magsosolo ng If I Ain't Got You dahil tinaggal na yun song. Anyways, ayun, til 6 yung practice. Grabe, ang baho ng hininga ni ***. As in grabe! Hindi ako nanalalait pero minsan naman siguro mabaho hininga ko pero hindi naman ganun kabaho! Ampota! Shux, parang 1 meter away na kami naamoy ko pa rin! Tsk tsk, gusto ko nga sabihan kanina eh.

          Anyways yun, ang bait ni Ruel, binantayan niya yung laptop ko til umuwi ako. Ayun, may mga kuwento about si Ruel sa buhay niya pero wala naman akong kinalaman dun so hindi ko ilalagay. Ayun, then buti na lang tumila na yung ulan at nakauwi rin ako. Ayun, daming tao ng ganung oras Mr. T! Mega pila ako sa LRT2 kanina hay. So yun lang naman at eto kagigising ko lang, sira ang PC! Natanggal ko kasi sa switch habang nagshushutdown, tsk. Eto ngayon nirerecovery console ko.

          Ano pa ba, ay oo nga pala, si Michael yung pinsan ko hinatid namin sa airport the other day. Suwerte niya matratrabaho na siya sa Holland America Line isang cruise ship. Europe - America - Caribbean ang pupuntahan nung ship nila! Sarap siguro magtrabaho sa ganun, marami ka ng pera, makikita mo pa ang mundo! So yun, Mr. T! Si Jeffrey pala may blog na! Eto kung gusto mo makita http://caffeinefree.tabulas.com/

          Ayun, ngarag ako as of now, so no LASARET updates muna Mr. T! I'll update you as soon as green na ulit ang Energy bar ko! Ayt? Mwah!

          Okay, I passed by OkCupid.com and had this test. I thought it would be fun anyways and besides, lately naweweirduhan ako sa nararamdaman ko. So here's the result:

Your Score: Might just be

You are 61% secretly in love!

            Hmmm...you might just be secretly in love with your friend. Maybe just a little bit? I hope you're not; it doesn't feel great. (And due to a lack of "I'm REALLY not secretly in love with my friend" options, there may be a high bias to your score)

          Okay, hindi ako nakapagRELSFOR, may namiss na naman akong case sa BPOUTSR, nakatay pa kami sa METHODS, sobrangs sakit ng ulo ko, nakakapagod pagakyat baba ng MMDA Ofice, naulanan pa ko nung pumunta kami ni Mama sa Puregold. I'm tired...dead tired... hindi ko na talaga alam Mr. T! I need a hug desperately kanina and gusto ko ng umiyak kanina sa train nung kasama ko sina Aubrey and Tin but I just can't. Sana may sumalo naman sa kin... :(

          Grabe Mr. T! Thrice ako umakyat at bumaba from 4th Floor - Ground Floor ng GOX! Grabe, kahit super baba at akyat ako, late pa rin yung METHODS paper namin! Anyways, defense sa Saturday, please pray for us. Ayun, and then, uwi agad kami ni Tin. Absent si Aubrey. Weird ng RELSFOR kanina, parang nakita ko attendance ni sister nakalagay absent ako. Report sa RELSFOR sa Friday. Kahapon pala PRTEMAN retake quiz. TECNPRE usap lang for bazar. And then, yun, LITERA1 nagdiscuss si miss. Hmmm... grabe nalaglag sa kama laptop ko. Nakatulog akong katabi ko pala! Shet kala ko nasira. Ano pa ba... yun lang muna Mr. T! Ayt? :) 

          Hello Mr. T! Alam mo, ang weird, dapat masaya ko bago ako magbirthday pero parang patong patong ang problema Mr. T! Una sa lahat METHODS, naku, pinasstay ako ni David til gabi bukas! Ano ba yun! Paano ako makakapagcelebrate nun di ba? Tapos iisipin ko pa yung defense kung manlibre man ako bukas. Hay... ano pa ba... yung TECNPRE pa namin. Naku, kung ano ano na nangyari. Hay... Mr. T! Ang lamig kanina, halos lahat ng magjowa magkayakap --- nakakainggit. Ayun, hindi ako nagLITERA1 at TECNPRE tapos pumasok ako para sa calculator ni Deck at report sa PRTEMAN --- kaso wala naman si Sir Sipin. Ayun, tapos nagusap kami ng METHODS groupmates ko tapos pumunta kong Thesis Room. Andun ang gang. And then McDo with Tin, Aubs and Matty. Tapos yun umuwi na. Hay grabe Mr. T! Sobra akong nangangamba sa METHODS. Sana tulungan kami ni LORD sa defense. Hay... ayaw ko na madelay please lang talaga... ang tanda ko na! :((

P.S. Grabe, nakakatakot panaginip ko kagabi! Wahhh....

          Hello Mr. T! Yehey! Grabe 22 na ko this day. Hay, ayun, kagagaling ko lang sa RELSFOR class ko. Nagreport kami dun about yung sa corruption. Ayun, buti nakalusot kami dahil ang galing ni Georgia. First time ko rin nakasakay sa Faculty elevator dahil may kinuha kami ni Aaron sa IMS ng Andrew, 2nd floor. Ayun, andito ko now sa Gox Lobby kasama si Sheila. Hmmm... ayun, wala lang gusto ko lang paalam sa iyo na birthday ko ngayon. Kahit super kaba ako sa defense para bukas, okay lang, I'll just enjoy this day. Day ko toh eh --- hahaha. Anyways, yun, marami rami na rin ang bumati sa kin this day and okay na sa kin yun. :) Ayun... update kita later...

          Ayun Mr. T! Redefense kami! Kahit nagpaconsult kami kagabi kay Doc Lloyd, redefense pa rin kami. Anyways, pero okay lang dahil parag give away na rin ang mga dapat naming baguhin sa METHODS eh. I'm positive Mr. T! Hmmm... ayun, kagabi badtrip ako sa nanay ko. Dahil akala ko kakain sa Japanese resto tapos sa Metrobar lang nauwi. And then bago umuwi from school kasabay ko sina Ivan and Tin. Tapos ang gang asa Gox for life. Tapos may gift pa ko from them na stuff toy. Ayun, saya saya kahit stressed out. Anyways, ayun, double celebration ang birthday ko ngayon. First with METHODS groupmates plus Matty and Jason tapos, celebration with Ritz and Barry.

          So yun, unahin ko sa METHODS groupmates ko plus Jason and Matty. Wala lang, nilibre ko sila sa PIZZA HUT pagkatapos nung defense para malift naman ang soul namin. Si David may dala pang friend --- si Jason --- na sobrang ganda ng skin! Ayun, tapos bitbit ko si Matty. Andun si Sheila and si Mighty dumating last. Anyways, nag Cheezy Volcano Supreme and Regular Supreme lang kami. Tapos yung nagseserve sa amin na si Jane sobrang bait. Nakakaaliw siya, binigyan niya ko ng Lava Cake as gift daw dahil birthday ko. So yun, masaya naman kahit di pa gaanong close yung mga groupmates ko. Tapos yun, since magLLRT2 rin sina David and Jason sabi ko sabay ako. Pero may kukunin muna sila sa Dorm nila kaya kami ni Matty, pumasok muna ng school, si Mighty and Sheila umuwi na. So yun, tumambay kami ni Matty dun sa org niya. Andun din si Ryan Yam. Usap usap. Tapos kaming 2 na lang ni Matty natira dun sa SJ Walk. So yun usap usap, tawa tawa and then after 30 minutes of waiting, magkita raw kami ni David sa McDo. Ayun, si Matty kasi may gagawin pa kaya naiwan siya, at ayun, sana nakilala niya yung hot guy na sobrang kilig na kilig siya. Goodluck naman. Ayun, kasabay ko sila sa LRT1 and LRT2. Hindi ko magets si David and Jason baket sila galit kay ---- J*** A***a. Hahaha --- ayoko maging controversial ng blog ko kaya blind item na lang. Anyways yun, nung nasa station na ko, tumawag si Barry at sabi pumunta na raw akong MOA. Sabi ko pahinga muna ko pero sabi ni Barry limited lang ang time ni Rhitz so ayun... go ako kahit depressed.

          Ayun, nagmadali ako, pinasasama pa ko ng ate ko sa Greenhills pero sabi ko may pupuntahan pa ko. Jeep tapos MRT tapos Jeep ulit. Pabalik balik ako sa Metropoint Mall dahil di ko naman alam kung san tatawid para makapunta sa sakayan ng jeep papunta MOA. So yun, sobrang restricted ng time namin. Una, naglakad lakad, tapos nanghingi pa ng map para nakapili ng kakainan. So yun, sabi ko Thai resto na lang and ang napili namin ay --- Jatujak! C'mon c'mon! Bago yan, nagtreat na raw diyan si Rhitz ng friends before. So yun, 3 courses inorder namin plus rice. While eating, picture picturan tapos, buti na lang, patapos na kami kumain --- may nakita ako sa kinakain ko --- BABY IPIS! or SUROT or INSECTO or whatever it may be! So yun, nireport ko sa isang waiter --- pinag-aralan nila --- grabe! IPIS nga! Ayun, to compensate for their faults, lahat ng inorder ko FREE!!!! Yes, FREE! Hahaha --- lugi sina Barry and Rhitz --- tsk tsk. Oh well, akala ko nga cricket lang eh, okay lang kung cricket since nakakain na ko nun before at malinis naman yun. Inalok pa kami ng manager ng dessert daw, pero sabi namin okay lang wag nag --- hello baka may butiki naman dessert nila! Anyways yun, naghanap kami ng dessert place. Lakad lakad tapos dapat Starbuck's, pero since maraming posers and whatevers, dun kami sa onti yung tao, so sa Bo's Coffee kami nagstay. 1 hour left na lang para kay Rhitz at aalis na siya. So yun, nilibre ko na lang kape nilang 2 while ako nagcookie lang. And then, yun, nasa Magnolia at papuntang Greenhills na raw pamilya ko at sabi sumunod ako. So yun, end of my treat kay Barry and Rhitz di ba. Nakakatawa kasi si Rhitz and Barry both brought their own cars! Grabe, ang hirap ko talaga! Kelan ba ko magkakakotse! Hmmm... anyways, yun, bonding session kami ni Barry sa car. Traffic sa Ortigas Mr. T! Grabe! As in! Nakagawa na nga tuloy ako ng music video sa sobrang tagal! Ipost ko kaya sa Youtube? Hahaha --- so yun, heart to heart talk kami ni Barry kanina. I told him things na hindi ko masabi kahit kanino about sa nararamdaman ko. He was laughing at me the whole time. Siguro weird nga yung inamin ko sa kanya! Hoy wag madumi isip! It's not about me liking him ha or the sorts! Basta, he was laughing the whole time kaming nasa fly-over to Ortigas. Hay, basta yun, kahit ako natatawa sa sarili ko and kahit anong try kong wag ieentertain yung feeling, lalo lang lumalapit. Hay... basta yun --- wah! Baket kasi eh baket?!!! At least may napagsabihan akong tao di ba about dun sa "weird emotions" ko lately. Hmmm... so yun, binaba ako ni Barry sa Connecticut.

          Grabe, may midnight tiangge na naman at COD sa GH. Kaya pala super traffic! So yun, hinintay ko sina Ate sa Shell Station and then hinatid namin si Reamaur sa CEU tapos si Page sa Taytay. Sakit na ng puwet ko sa kotse Mr. T! At right now inaantok  na talaga ako! Sige sige ha! Update you soon! Ayt? Ingats lagi? Hmmm... mwah!

P.S. Think positive Jacob! Think positive Jacob! :)  At biglang umuulan ulan pala kanina... At natatawa si Barry dahil naiiyak ako... hindi ko nga alam kung baket ako naluluha, dahil ba sa redefense or sa kinuwento ko sa kanya... ahhh....

          Ayun, Mr. T! Update na kita ngayon kasi baka antukin na ko mamaya. So, since umalis sila mama at pumunta sila sa Galleria at natira kami ni Sheila, kasambahay namin, dito sa bahay, sabi ko punta na lang kaming 168. Ayun, LRT2 kami then jeep Mr. T! Grabe! Sobrang dami ng tao sa Divisoria ngayon or kanina! Wah, nahilo ako. Actually, I really wanted to go there to canvas on PSP. 9000 ang pinakamura eh, pero hindi pa slim yun, 10K yung Slim na PSP. Anyways yun, nagTutuban Mall din kami after 168 Mall and then yung isa pang mall katabi ng Tutuban. Hindi ko inakala na 10 T-shirts mabibili ng dala kong 700php, at may sukli pa yun ha! Naaliw talaga ako sa 168 Mr. T! Hay... hehe, ayun, tapos jeep na lang kami pauwi. Hindi na kami nagmerienda since gusto na rin ni Sheila umuwi. Muntik pa mabunggo yung jeep na sinakyan namin. Anyways, yun lang naman nangyari, it's a good way to take me away from all my worries these times Mr. T! Hmmm... ano pa ba, ayun, maaga ako nagising kanina at nakapagbreakfast pa! For the first time ata nakapagbreakfast ako ng Sunday! Hmmm.... ay quiz pala bukas sa BPOUTSR at hindi pa ko nagaaral. Mamaya na lang. Tulog muna ko tapos mga hating gabi na ko mag-aaral. Hahaha --- update you soon Mr. T! Bye!

          Ayun, Mr. T! wala lang, gusto ko lang ipost ang conversation namin ni Aubrey and Tin dito. Ang weird eh, somehow nakatulong sila sa nararamdaman ko recently. The chat started with me asking them if they have already started studying for BP. Pinalitan ko mga pangalan ng mga taong involved.

Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:40:58 AM): nagaral ka na bp?
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:41:13 AM): di pa kame aral ni tin
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:41:15 AM): ang dami kaay
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:41:17 AM): *kaya
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:41:22 AM): hay
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:41:29 AM): magbabake pa kme ng brownies naten
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:41:31 AM): helloness
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:41:33 AM): :))
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:41:48 AM): ay shux
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:41:49 AM): oo nga
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:42:16 AM): nasubmit niyo na ba sysdev2 nyo?
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:42:17 AM): ang galing noh
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:42:26 AM): bukas pa
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:42:28 AM): hello
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:42:31 AM): ok k lngba
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:42:34 AM): :))
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:42:38 AM): lols
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:42:40 AM): ay mamaya pang 11
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:42:51 AM): bangag ka?
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:42:56 AM): may show ka jan noh
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:42:57 AM): hahaha
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:43:02 AM): gaga
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:43:24 AM): may inupload ka sa multiply
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:43:26 AM): ))))))))
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:43:28 AM): hahahhaa
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:43:29 AM): yez
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:43:37 AM): jacob and ***** version
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:43:40 AM): :))
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:43:46 AM): taena may motor mouth pa
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:43:47 AM): actually ako lang yun
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:43:52 AM): nagdadrive lang si *****
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:43:53 AM): :))
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:44:19 AM): date?
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:44:21 AM): :))
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:44:23 AM): gaga
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:44:41 AM): pinagpalit mo na kagad c *****
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:44:45 AM): oo
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:44:50 AM): wala akong mapapala kay *****
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:45:28 AM): kc nde pa magaminan
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:45:37 AM): :-<
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:45:51 AM): bangag ka?
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:45:54 AM): eh kung di ba isat kalahating manhid c *****
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:46:06 AM): manhid talaga yun
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:46:22 AM): alam mo ba
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:46:23 AM): grabe
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:46:29 AM): si ***** leche
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:46:41 AM): bakit
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:46:43 AM): ay syet
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:46:47 AM): pinaamin ako kung inlove na ko kay *****
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:46:51 AM): ayun, huli
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:47:07 AM): umamin ka naman
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:47:09 AM): tanginang traffic sa ortigas kasi eh
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:47:10 AM): gagay
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:47:10 AM): :))
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:47:10 AM): :-<
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:47:12 AM): oo
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:47:20 AM): lahat ng tinanong niya sa kin oo eh
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:47:33 AM): waaaah
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:47:37 AM): omg
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:47:37 AM): hahahaha
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:47:50 AM): hindi ko na talaga kaya i swear, the more ideny ko
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:47:55 AM): lalo lang nagiging severe
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:48:22 AM):
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:48:43 AM): o tinan mo yan
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:49:21 AM): ayoko naman kasi magmaganda
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:49:23 AM): haller
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:49:27 AM): yan ang napapala ng mayat maya niong paguusap
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:49:28 AM): ayoko rin magassume
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:49:41 AM): alam mo
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:49:46 AM): kinakarma ata ako
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:49:49 AM): nde rin naten kc masasabi diba
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:49:58 AM): malay mo mo mutual lang
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:50:16 AM): i really don't think so
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:50:32 AM): sa lagay ni ***** one way lang talaga
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:50:38 AM): :-<
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:52:13 AM): alam mo
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:52:15 AM): ayoko talaga ng ganitong feeling  dagdag problema sa buhay
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:52:55 AM): may ineexpect ka kcng response mula kay *****
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:53:10 AM): hmm teka
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:53:13 AM): nde q maexplain
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:53:15 AM): kc malay mo naman
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:53:20 AM): sadyang tuod lng xa
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:53:21 AM): ayaw ko kasi masaktan talaga
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:53:24 AM): gaya ng sabi mo
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:53:36 AM): ayaw ko maramdaman yun naramdaman ko before
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:53:38 AM): so wat will u expect from a guy na tuod ha??
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:53:44 AM): papano mageexpress ng love un??
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:53:45 AM): grabe baka magbreakdown talaga ako
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:54:09 AM): hindi ko alam
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:54:29 AM): love is all about taking risks my friend
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:54:46 AM): what if the risk is losing a friend?
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:54:56 AM): i'll never take the risk
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:54:58 AM): na lang siguro
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:55:07 AM): but ang nega mo
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:55:11 AM): nu problema mo
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:55:13 AM): hahaha
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:55:22 AM): :-<
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:55:33 AM): eh ayaw mong tanggapin ung POSSIBILITY na
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:55:39 AM): gusto ka rin nia
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:55:44 AM): IF EVER na ganon nga un
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:55:59 AM): tatanongin kita jacob
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:56:00 AM): ayaw ko kaya ientertain yung thought na yun
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:56:02 AM): sa tingin mo
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:56:10 AM): ayaw ka ni *****?
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:56:27 AM): gusto niya ko malamang as a friend
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:56:37 AM): period yun
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:56:45 AM): no comma or dot dot dot
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:57:13 AM): grabe, eto yung kinatatakot ko, sumabog na ko
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:57:24 AM): si kristine to
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:57:30 AM): wag kang loka loka j
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:57:49 AM): naglolokohan na tayo para sabihing gusto ka ni ***** as a "friend"
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:58:19 AM): ilang times ko na sinabing gusto ko siya and ang reply "THANKS"
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:58:28 AM): what is sabihin ko pang nagfall na ko
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:58:34 AM): "SUPER THANKS"?
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 12:58:43 AM): *what if
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 12:59:44 AM): aubrey na to
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:00:00 AM): alam mo kc
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 1:00:25 AM): hindi ko pa alam
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:00:55 AM): baka nde na matantsa nung tao kelan ka nagbibiro
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:01:05 AM): at kelan ka seryoso
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:01:09 AM): baka naman everytime na sinasabi mo yan
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:01:18 AM): eh super wala ka sa timing
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:01:21 AM): minsan kc ganon
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:01:28 AM): hirap seryosohin jacob
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:01:34 AM): lalo na kung sa lahat naman ganyan ka
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:02:01 AM): makikipagkulitan
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:02:04 AM): makikipagharutan
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:02:12 AM): o panu naman nga un?
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 1:03:34 AM): narealize ko rin na ang harot ko sa lahat ng tao
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 1:03:39 AM): parang normal na
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 1:04:18 AM): ang weird, tuwing matutulog ako iniisip ko toh
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 1:04:47 AM): wish ko lang may lumitaw na sagot sa harapan ko
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 1:05:45 AM): pasensya na
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 1:05:53 AM): wala lang talaga ako mapagsabihan nito
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:06:02 AM): nge
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:06:07 AM): ok lng kaya
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:06:13 AM): bangag taung lahat dito
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 1:06:52 AM): lahat na lang tuloy ng senting kanta sa kin ngayon may meaning!
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:09:00 AM): :))
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:09:04 AM): nakoo
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:09:19 AM): wag ka na makinig ka jan
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:09:31 AM): ilayo mo lahat ng bagay na matatalim
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:09:32 AM): :))
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 1:09:38 AM): sira!
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:09:42 AM): iiyak mo lng kung feel mo
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:09:49 AM): yan seryoso na
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 1:09:59 AM): mag-aaral na lang ako ng bp
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 1:10:02 AM): hay
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:10:24 AM): ayan tama!
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:10:33 AM): pinakatama sa lahat
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:10:34 AM): hahaha
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 1:10:36 AM): goodluck talaga sa lecheng nararamdaman ko
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:10:37 AM): iaral mo na lng kame
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 1:10:43 AM): hahaha
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:11:35 AM): kamusta talaga
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:11:38 AM): magbebake pa
Aubrey Meren (11/19/2007 1:11:40 AM): ampf
Subtle Bliss (11/19/2007 1:11:52 AM): lols, kaya niyo yan! Mwah!

          Di ba? Hirap? Weird pero okay lang ako. Hmmm... hay... anyways yun Mr. T! Birthday pala ni Lola kaninang 11.18. Nakalimutan ko batiin at pumunta sa bahay nila. Anyways bukas na lang...

          Hay naku Mr. T! Hindi ako pumasok ng RELSFOR, tapos si Manang Luz binigyan ako ng 500php. Tapos pumasok na ko mga 10:30am. 2 minutes na lang before free cut sa BPOUTSR dumating pa si Mr. Sipin --- huhuhu --- nagkaquiz pa tuloy. Ayun, after nun pinuntahan namin yung booth namin sa bazaar for TECNPRE. Grabe, parang carenderia yung booth namin dahil pagkain binibenta namin. Bake Mac, Siomai (both courtesy of Anjhe), and Cookies (baked by Aubs and Tin). Pero infairness talaga ang sasarap nung binebenta namin. Tapos ang saya nga eh, yung ibang booth bibili sa yo para bumili ka rin sa kanila. Masaya masaya. Present kami lahat kanina, andun din yung jowa ni Lean na si Jessie. Tapos sina Nessie andun din at mga kablock nila. Masaya masaya talaga. Hmmm... and then nanood kami ng One More Chance sa RP ni Aubrey and Tin, nagtaxi kami. Hindi ko pa pala sila nalilibre. Tapos nun, I quit Pasicatchan '07 na. Hindi ko talaga malagay sa schedule ko Mr. T! Sobrang nahihiya ako kay Kat. Hay... anyways yun, afterwards umuwi na ko. Tapos nagpalinis ng ngipin after 48 years. Baka magpapasta na rin ako. Hmmm... ano pa ba, eto nagbabantay ako sa drugstore habang naghahanap ng framework para sa HRMS sa METHODS. Hmmm... ano pa ba... yun lang muna Mr. T! Update na lang kita bukas or mamaya ayt? Hehehe... mwah mwah!

P.S. Nilibre ako ni ate ng teeth cleaning pala bumabawi kasi lahat sila kahapon nagpaDerma kahapon dun sa doctorang tita ni Page. Tsk! Sige sige

          Wah! Kagigising ko lang and yun letter ni Jeffrey from Taiwan nakuha ko na. Grabe may mga stickers pa for us (Barry and Rhitz included). Anyways, kahit di ko masyado nafeel yung letter (cliché masyado ng nakasulat pero masaya na rin ko), kailangan ko siya mafeel dahil ineffort ni Jeffrey yun. Ayt? Sige sige, papasok pa ko Mr. T! Update you mamaya :)

          Ayun, nga Mr. T! I just got home from Antipolo (it's where Kristine's house is located --- yes on top of the mountain --- hahaha). Anyways, there, first, I had LITERA1, just had a seatwork on My Brother, My Executioner and then afterwards, I went to make bantay in our booth sa bazaar. And then, grabe, ako ata umubos ng siomai na binebenta namin. Tapos may bago kaming tinda, galing from Corwyn, parang mga keychains made by orphans. Grabe and mahal pero may nabili ata. And then yun, hmmm... ayun, naglaro rin kami ng Wii sa booth nina Bo -- ang saya magracing pala sa Wii grabe! Parang gusto ko tuloy ng Wii. Ayun, and then had PRTEMAN na, grabe, impromptu reporting! Buti na lang medyo hindi nahalata na binasa ko lang powerpoint presentation namin. And then, after nun, bumalik ako sa booth para magbantay. At long last, dumating din yung California Maki na binebenta ng group ni Reena. Wow, grabe, heaven ang sarap. And then, since napanis na yung Bake Mac namin, tapos yung siomai paubos na rin, tapos yung cookies ni Tin ubos na, time to leave na. Sabi namin ni Tin na sasabay na lang kami kina Lean and Jessie para bumili ng baking stuff. Ayun, sumabay kami sa car ni Jessie. The whole time kami nasa car ang sweet ni Lean and Jessie OMG talaga! Ang cute nila as a couple grabe! Sobrang kamukha ni Jessie si Wesley. Tinanong ko nga kung anong surname ni Jessie sabi niya Sy --- so kala ko naman See... hahaha. Anyways, yun, first nagPURE GOLD kami, kaso wala dun yung hinahanap ni Tin so nagSM Centerpoint kami. Ayun, since wala, na naman dun, napilitan kaming Brownies mix na lang ang bilhin. Ayun, feeling namin okay na yun for tomorrow. After nun, sina Lean and Jessie naman bumili ng patatas. Ayun, so, hinatid naming si Lean at kami hinatid ni Jessie sa Antipolo…

Ibubullet ko na lang toh kasi nabura tong part na toh eh…

• Binaba kami ni Jessie sa RP Metro East (first time ko sa Mall na toh)
• Tinignan namin kung meron sa Sta. Lucia Old Mall and New Mall nung cookie mix pero wala. (first time ko rin sa mga mall na yan)
• Nagfriend ice cream kami ni Tin --- first time ko rin matry
• Sinundo kami ni parents ni Tin (si Kevin, younger brother ni Tin and friend niya nasa car din --- nakisabay at nagpababa sa village nila)
• May cookie mix sa Cherry Mart!!!
• Kumain kami ng dinner kina Tin --- kasama pa ko with the whole family, yung sister lang ni Tin wala pero dumating din gabi na
• Nagbake kami ng Choco Cookie --- tapos pati Brownies
• Labo nung brownies --- mali pagkacut ko, tinawanan na lang namin
• Ako nagmix ng eggs, oil, flour etc...
• Si Tin naglagay sa mga pan ng cookie ako sa brownies
• Kadiri talaga brownies
• 10:30pm umalis na ko sa kanila
• Sobrang dilim ng village nila, nilakad ko shet as in tapos umuulan at malamig pa, tapos may babae pang sumusunod sa kin na nakaitim pero tao naman siya
• Nagtricycle na ko nung napagod na ko
• Jeep til Cubao and then Cubao to San Juan
• Ang lamig sa Antipolo grabe Mr. T!

          So yun Mr. T! Yan ang update para sa araw na toh! Ang dami sobrang nangyari na nakakatamad na itype! Hmmm... anyhows sige sige... Narealize ko masarap talaga magluto! Lalo na bake... Wahh... Pero hello, marunong naman ako magluto ng mga ulam noh! Ahahaha... sige sige :) 

          It has been 4 great years Mr. T! I just can't do this anymore. Sadly, wala na naman sa aking sumalo nung nahulog ako. Hindi ko na alam kung makakabangon pa ko... hindi ko na alam... hindi ko na alam... :'( Siguro I'll just leave Subtle Bliss with my favorite song. That's what I'm feeling anyways...

Heaven Knows by Rick Price

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes.
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know.

And though she's so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on

So tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Chorus:

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
'Coz heaven knows.

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her,
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine

But tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Bridge:

'Coz heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Coz wide awake or dreamin',
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave,
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so?

Heaven knows... heaven knows.

          Grabe sobrang sorry Mr. T! kung kahapon sobrang walang kwenta ng entry ko. Wala lang, shet kasi, nadala lang ako ng emotions ko kagabi. Alam mo narealize ko na napakaimmature ko naman kung hindi ko iintindihin situation niya. I focused on my side mainly Mr. T! Pero alam mo yun, masaya naman ako kung masaya siya eh. If he wants it that way I'll let it be. Ayoko na magemote grabe kanina pa namamaga mata ko --- sa train, sa classroom, sa WLST, sa Kitaro! Wala kong magagawa if he doesn't feel the same way towards me. I'll let it be Mr. T! Who knows di ba, marealize din niya na importante at may sense pala ako sa buhay niya --- hoping na naman! Tsk! Anyhows, ayun, and again NO TIME TO CRY --- I'M MAKING THE MOST OF LIFE. Di ba yun ang motto natin Mr. T! :) I just don't think na kaya kong iwan si Subtle Bliss --- hay.
          So yun, ano ba nangyari ngayon, well, nagising ako nakabukas ang computer, hindi ko napatay. Grabe, buti saktong 8am ako nagising at online enrollment na pala. Ayun, sobrang narealize ko ang unti na lang ng subjects ko Mr. T! As in! I've got 8 subjects to go ang bye bye DLSU na ko! Wah!!! Grabe  hindi na naman ako nakapag RELSFOR! Baka bumingo na talaga ako kay Sister Marave. Anyways yun, pumasok ako nagmamadali para isubmit yung PRTEMAN naming. Buti nasa school si Deck at nasubmit niya yung deliverable ng 5 minutes before the deadline (11:00am). Galing talaga ni Deck. So yun, and then, WALANG LAMAN ANG TECNPRE BOOTH NAMIN! Kamusta talaga! Cookies lang na ginawa namin ni Tin yung binebenta. Tapos yung salsa na ginawa ni Corwyn ang tinda naming! Ganda talaga di ba! So yun, 11:40am, BPOUTSR na! Grabe, reporting lang, nakatulog ako literally! Naiiyak iyak pa ko ano ba yan! Tapos nun, pumunta kaming booth ulit at kumain muna ng lunch. Hmm… nilibre ko pala sina Tin, Deck and Aubrey sa Kitaro dahil hindi ko pa sila nalilibre since nung birthday ko. Tapos yun, si Alvin sabi Sali pa rin daw ako sa Pasicatchan Singing. So sabi ko sige, si Kat din naman sabi ko okay lang kahit di ako nakapagpractice. Hmmm… ayun, pagtapos magKitaro, umuwi muna ko. Grabe, umiiyak ako sa train! Ano ba yan! Ayun, tapos kinuha ko na yung costumes at nakatulog ako grabe! Hindi na tuloy ako nakarating sa final practice. Anyhows, si Allen ang nagtetext sa kin. Ayun, sa J113 kami nagpractice. Ang understanding nila, buti hindi ako naleft out somehow. So yun --- show time!! Ayoko na magkwento ng mahaba Mr. T! Dahil tinatamad na ko magtype --- 1^st place kami! Hahaha --- galin noh! Yiheee… so yun ang summary ng nangyari Mr. T! Yung Catch 2T8 dalawa yung first place, Band and Singing, kaso yung Dance 3^rd lang. Anyways yun. Di kop ala na post yung baking session naming ni Tin. Post ko as soon as makalipat ako sa PC kasi dun nakasave eh :) Update you soon Mr. T! I’ll never leave you don’t worry

           Hay Mr. T! Totoo yan! Super sakit at namamaga na mata ko :(. Nahihirapan na talaga ko pero okay lang. Kaya ko toh, kaya ko toh! Sana...

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          Ayun, sobrang lakas ng ulan dito. May 2 bagyo raw na paparating. Hindi ako nakapagLITERA1 tapos pumasok ako para magbantay lang ng booth at magPRTEMAN. Anyways, nakasalubong ko si Maruel at sabi niya nagbigay na naman daw si Ms. Wright ng worksheet sa LITERA1 tungkol sa My Brother My Executioner. Tapos sabi niya kuha na lang raw ako ng worksheet, ayun, nakalimutan ko at di ako nakakuha. And then, nagbantay ng booth. Hataw ang Lasagna at BBQ na tinda namin ngayon. Mabenta siya. Tapos had PRTEMAN! Grabe yung 1st quiz retake mas mababa ang score ko! 13 ako now dati 15! Naku ha! Tapos may mga nagreport na naman. Group ni Reena siyempre ibang level na naman magreport! Galing talaga idol! Anyways, yun, tapos nagbantay ng booth, nagLasagna, BBQ tapos umikot ikot din sa mga booth ng ibang nagteTECNPRE. Nagdefense na rin sina Tin sa SYSDEV2 kanina and sabi niya okay naman daw. Bumili ng Foods For The God sa booth nina Jobet, kumain ng Tempura at uminom ng Fit and Right sa booth nina Bo.And then, pumunta ko sa Yuchengco para magsign up sa talk ni Fr. Panlillo. Alternative class siya for RELSFOR so meaning walang RELSFOR bukas. Ayun, pero hindi ako umattend ng talk nagsign up lang ako. Anyways yun, kasama ko pala si Anne kanina nung pumunta kong Yuchengco. Tapos nun, nakiupo ako sa booth nila! Shux, nakakaaddict yung Guitar Mania sa PS2. Pinaparent kasi nila yun eh! Grabe talaga, parang guitar siya na nakaattach siya PS2, tinanong ko kay Waway kung magkano yun sabi niya 2,700php raw --- parang gusto ko bumili tuloy at may kasama para raw yung tape. Para siyang Dance Maniacs na fingers naman ang gamit mo instead kamay. Tapos yun, around 5pm naubos din paninda naming sa booth. Nakaka 11,000php na kami. Sana mabawi naming yung 1000php na kinontribute naming. So yun, tapos nun, nagWii kami ni Anne. Grabe! May sensor yung Wii pagtatalon ka. Nilaro namin yung Buddy Bundgee ba un? Basta yun yung name niya. Sobrang kaaliw talaga. Anyways yun, 6pm nag makeup class for PRTEMAN, ayun wala lang sina Myron ang nagreport. Tapos nagpaexercise si Sir. Practice for the 2nd exam. So yun, tapos umuwi na kami ni Angelica. Grabe may nakita ko sa CR na hindi dapat makita nung paauwi na kami. Anyways yun. Tapos may isang taga DLSU na guy na forever kong kasabay lumabas ng shool, tapos sa LRT1 and LRT2! Buti hindi siya bumaba sa station ko or magfifreak out ako. Hmmm… so yun Mr. T! Ano pa ba… yun lang basically nangyari ngayon. Update you soon Mr. T! Ayt! Love you! Ikaw na lang nagmamahal sa kin ngayon! Ahahaha! Sige sige! :)

I Hate Myself For Loving You by John Jacob Webb

You may never know
The reasons I fell for you
Besides
You don't know
What I have been through
I'd rather be hurt
Than lose you at all
Let's just pretend
That I didn't fall

Chorus:
I hate myself for loving you
I wish I knew myself a little more
I hate myself for loving you
I don't know why I did that for
I didn't control it, didn't force it
I wish I knew how to stop it
Now I hate myself for loving you

I turned down the lights
And cried myself to sleep
I thought that when I wake
This will all be over
I thought that if I smile
I might forget you
But I didn't
Cause you're the reason I smile

Bridge:
Now my heart's beating fast
I pray that this won't last
Although I try to tell myself
That this will be over
Everyday just gets harder and harder
Tell me how can I make you fall and now...

NOTE: Huwag maniwala sa article na toh! If sucks big time! Hahaha... Anyways, I just want to share the article, malay natin, applicable pala sa inyo :). It just didn't turn out well in my case... hahaha...

          Are you and your best guy pal getting a little bit too close? If you feel that there's a certain connection between you two, maybe it's time to go from being best friends to being best lovers.

          But how can you tell for sure? Here's a checklist so you can tell if you should move from friends to lovers.

Friends to lovers clue: You talk for hours.
Do you and your best buddy spend hours talking on the phone? Do you stay on the school's front steps, chatting about anything and everything, long after everyone else has gone? It's time to think about moving up to another level with him! Moving from being friends to lovers may just be for the two of you.

Friends to lovers clue: Your heart skips a beat when he's around.
If you find your heart beating faster when you catch a glimpse of him, it could be a sure sign that you should become more than just friends. Getting all excited around him is your heart's way of telling that maybe you should think about moving from being friends to lovers.

Friends to lovers clue: You see each other everyday.
No, this doesn't mean just bumping into each other in the hallway in school. If you two make time to just be together, chances are, you two should moving from being friends to lovers.

Friends to lovers clue: He makes time for you.
All of a sudden, he's ditching his best buds for some quality time for you. Whenever he spots you anywhere, he'll always makes sure that you two get to talk, even for just a bit. Could it be that you two should be more than friends?

Friends to lovers clue: He opens up to you.
Does he always tell you what he's feeling? If this guy finds it comfortable enough to tell you the things he wouldn't even tell his best male bud, then it could be that he feels comfortable enough with you. Maybe you should think about being more than friends with him.

Friends to lovers clue: You just love everything about him.
Being his best bud, you're probably privy to every little thing he does-even the disgusting ones. But if you still find yourself thinking of him despite his farting abilities, then count yourself lucky. It may just be the time to move from friends to lovers.

Friends to lovers clue: You turn a little green.
You find yourself flustered and jealous when you see him in the company of other girls. Even though he's not making any moves on them, you find a little pang of jealousy in your heart. Maybe you should tell him that the two of you should be more than friends.

So, are you ready to move from friends to lovers now? If the signs are all there, then don't hesitate. Since you two are best buds, it won't be hard to talk about it, right? Good luck and have a great relationship with your best buddy!

Source: Should You Move From Best Friends To Best Lovers?

          Grabe Mr. T! Sobrang ganda ng Moon ngayon! It's inside and at the center of a hazed halo! Goodness... perfect... beautiful...

          Okay Mr. T! Ang weird. Today was suppose to be our CELL Service Schedule. Look ha, I woke up as early as 4am to get ready so as not to be late and be in Cavite on time. Hmmm... ayun, my mom was with me, so was Sheila and Kuya Joel who drove the van. Grabe talaga, after all the effort and time packing and travelling and locating the place, it was cancelled na pala! Grabe, COSCA should've informed those people who changed their schedule about the cancellation. Tsk, kaya pala when we went to the place isang car lang andun, and isa rin palang hindi na inform na cancelled yung Service. Anyways, looking on the brighter side of the story, since CELL was an organic sanctuary, what my mom did was to buy fresh vegetables na lang and nanghingi siya ng mga plants dun sa CELL. Hahaha --- speak about plan B. Hmmm... ayun, I met sister Anne, caretaker siya nun place. Imagine mo talaga... waking up at 4am for nothing! Grabe! Traffic pa sa SLEX! Ang panget panget ng SLEX walang sinabi sa NLEX! Puros lubak ang parang hindi highway dahil ang bagal ng takbo namin! Grabe, buti na lang hindi ako nagbus and commute papuntang CELL! Kamusta naman di ba? Baka maiyak ako sa sobrang pagod and effort and puyat! Anyways yun, since Tagaytay was just a few minutes away na lang from the place, we went there na lang. Ayun, nagbreakfast muna sa Chowking ang then namalengke na si mama sa Mahogany! Ang daming binili grabe! While namimili sila ni Sheila sa palengke, ako and kuya Joel were sleeping sa van. Ang lamig ng Tagaytay kanina ang sarap. So yun, pagkagising ko nasa Quirino na kami! Ang tagal pala nung tulog ko Mr. T! Ahahaha, so yun, dumaan muna kami sa bahay ni ate para ibigay yung mga pinamili ni mama for them and dun na rin kami naglunch ng Tinola. Hmmm... after nun, si Mama nagpababa sa parlor tapos ayun, kami dumiretso na ng bahay. Grabe, nagonline muna ko at makachat ko si Barry. Tapos ayun, tulog all the way na ko. Ahaha, pagkagising ko naputulan kami ng cable! Delinquent payer kasi kami! Anyways, sa Monday meron na ulit. Hindi naman ako mahilig manood ng TV! Hahaha... ayun, si Karol pinapupunta kong Tiendesitas para sa album launching ng SOLOISTA nila. Hmmm... I'm still thinking kung pupunta ko ngayon. Anways, I'll update you soon Mr. T! Ayt? Kainis talaga tong araw na toh! Sige sige! Mwah!

          Yey Mr. T! Bumili ako kanina ng 1GB additional RAM para sa laptop ko. Wala lang, ayun, mas bumilis siya ng onti. Di ko alam kung san ko ilalagay yung 512MB na RAM na tinanggal ko! Grabe, super kalkal ako sa sa laptop ko kanina para akong doctor! Ayun, tapos yun bagyo wala na raw, lumihis! Tsk sayang! Hmmm, ano pa ba, ayun, kadiri na yung tiyan ko ang laki laki na! Baket ang takaw takaw ko ngayon at tulog pa ng tulog? Wah, si Bambi iniinvite pa kong magBADMINTON daw kami everyweek --- wow naman Jacob, maggym ka na, magbabadminton ka pa! Ano toh? Healthy living? Anyways yun, kagigising ko lang actually, after ko lakarin ang PC Express Broadway to PC Express Gilmore! Effort! Hmmm... defense namin sa BP bukas at wala ang final documentation namin! Mababaliw na ko! So yun, update you na lang ulit Mr. T! Di na naman pala ako nakapagmass at 30 days na lang Pasko na!!! Ahhh..... 

          Grabe Mr. T! Sobrang sabaw kami kanina sa defense namin sa BPOUTSR. Ayun, ang daming tanong ni Ms. Pablo na hindi namin naanticipate. I just wish na may sense yung pinagsasabi ko kanina --- nosebleed talaga kasi super english kami kanina! Tsk tsk... Anyways yun, had RELSFOR --- with Georgia, pumunta muna A1402, tapos LVR and then M308! Grabe talaga Mr. T! Super effort! Tapos after that, while waiting for Deck, tumambay muna kami ni Georgia sa Green Place. Kinwentohan niya ko about her lovelife and nanghihingi pa ng advice ko. Sabi ko sa kanya siya na lang bahala dahil wala naman akong alam sa mga love love na yan. Tapos yun, nakipagmeet up with Deck sa Gox, ginawa na niya yung powerpoint for BP at ako umuwi para kunin yung final paper. Around 12:10pm na ko nakabalik ng school. Yung METHODS groupmates ko pala pumunta kanina MMDA. Hindi ako nakasama malamang dahil defense namin sa BP. After nun, kasama si Lean, nagpaphoto copy ako ng aaralin for PRTEMAN's test tomorrow. Hay, ayoko na talaga Mr. T! But anyways yun, sobrang mukha na kaming ngarag sa LRT nina Obri and Tin. At eto kagigising ko lang. Masakit pa rin ulo ko. Hay... ano pa ba...yun pancit canton lang kinain ko kanina. Tapos yung mga tindera sa Eric's nagtataka baket ang lungkot ko. Sabi ko pagod lang ako. Ewan ko ano ba nangyari sa powers ko ngayong araw na toh! Ang dami ko namang kinain! Hmmm... anyways yun, tambay lang kami sa school til 5:00pm tapos hinintay ko sina Obri and in sa amphi tapos umuwi na. Ang dami ko pang dapat gawin Mr. T! And I should start now. Update you soon ayt? :)