jjcobwebb

"im serious, i want you to experience outside life, outside chris. then you'll realize your options. you'll see what i see. you'll appreciate you more coz you see yourself on a diffrent eye that what we, youre guys, see.

you know i love you

but im not showing it most of the times because i need you to figure out yourself muna. my life's messed up. if you enter my life with a messed up life too, that not gonna help you.

that's the last thing i wanna do. to repeat what happened with my guys.

but I also thought that ive done so much damage to you already thats why i need to stop muna and let you heal. my blog is an outburst of that. at some point it got weird and that i lost you. please understand that we started at bestfriends and i don't want to loose that side ever.

if we can grow better than that better. if not it's gonna kill me. there it's off my chest now..."