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I saw this at the back of my office notebook Mr. T! I can't recall when I scribbled down this letter or did I just copy this? Haha! But anyways, I typed it down, and who knows, this entry might be for somebody reading this now or no. Here it goes:

I love you not because you feel the same way for me ( I know you don't and you never will) but because you made me someone I wasn't before. You made me someone better. I miss you not because you're gone but because things between us aren't the way they used to be. I'm sorry not because I've hurt you but because I've fallen in love with you.

If given the chance, I would choose to fall in love with you all over again, though i already know the way this story would end. You and him. Even after all the hurts you've caused me, even after all the tears I've cried, even after all the heartaches you brought me, I'd still go back in time and be with you. I would if I could. What I feel right now is still the same feeling I had for you way back when i thought I had you. I'd do anything just to get things back the way they used to be even for a single moment --- me and you. We were happy. 

I wonder how you are now. I wonder how you feel. I dont know if you're okay or if something's bothering you. Still I wish you're fine. I wish you're alright. More than anything else, I just wanna say I really miss you all this time. I still wish you were mine. Love is not about security. It's about happiness. And I still don't know why you had to leave. I thought we were friends. So I guess all I'm trying to say here is that I miss you and I still love you kahit alam ko, hanggang dun na lang yun dahil alam ko, you'll never learn to love me. Everybody has bad times. Do we sacrifice all the good times because of them? Kahit hindi na yung "that's all I ask of you", isipin mo na lang, sayang ang friendship. Magbibirthday pa naman ako. Gusto ko kasama ka.

Jobo

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