I Hate Myself For Loving You by John Jacob Webb

You may never know
The reasons I fell for you
Besides
You don't know
What I have been through
I'd rather be hurt
Than lose you at all
Let's just pretend
That I didn't fall

Chorus:
I hate myself for loving you
I wish I knew myself a little more
I hate myself for loving you
I don't know why I did that for
I didn't control it, didn't force it
I wish I knew how to stop it
Now I hate myself for loving you

I turned down the lights
And cried myself to sleep
I thought that when I wake
This will all be over
I thought that if I smile
I might forget you
But I didn't
Cause you're the reason I smile

Bridge:
Now my heart's beating fast
I pray that this won't last
Although I try to tell myself
That this will be over
Everyday just gets harder and harder
Tell me how can I make you fall and now...