Grabe! This is the first time in my life i've ever had TONSILLITIS!!! Grabe! Kahit lagi akong sumisigaw never ako nagkaroon ako nito... so ayun... absent ako ngayon sa PE and ENGLTWO class ko... i wonder what happened sa mga subjects ko na yun... hmm... so ayun... sobrang sakit ng ulo ko kaninang morning tapos kinatok pa ko ni mama sa kwarto ko to give me my baon kasi aalis siya pero sabi ko hindi ako papasok. Tapos yun... i was in bed the whole day. As in wala talagang nangyari ngayon. Buti ngayon medyo okay na lalamunan ko... thanks to PONSTAN and PENICILLIN and the medicine that my mom brought home awhile ago from the drugstore... hay... Sabi nila TONSILLITIS normally gets cured after one-week... wahh!!! sige sige... update you tomorrow... :)

Hi naku... i'm not in the mood for typing... well ganito kasi.. bagsak ako sa ANMATH1 first quiz... my teacher sobrang wala siyang consideration... siguro kung kay MR. GARCIA yun mataas pa nakuha ko. Tapos hindi pa ko pwede magQUIZ sa PHYCOLA1 dahil wala pa kong EXPERIMENT ON GRAPHS AND EQUATION... lecheng LEAP yan... at finally bukas... DEPT. EXAM namin sa PHYCOM1 at wala pa rin akong alam... hindi lang ako kung hindi ang buong class.... fuck this day... i wish this week is over...

Okay, the test was hard. I hardly new the answer to both the MULTIPLE and PROBLEM SOLVING part but anyways who cares everybody else didn't know! ahahha... so yun. Woke up late kanina tapos ate lunch went to ATE'S house to get my calculator. Tapos kumain din dun, played with PRINCE... ang taba taba na niya... i think it's just his hair... TOY POODLE siya ha! Tapos doon na rin ako naligo... ang tagal ko nga naligo dun kasi ang daming kaekekan sa katawan pati sa mukha. Tapos inabutan ako ni EMO and ERWIN... nakakahiya nakiligo pa ko. Tapos nanghiram muna ko ng damit kay BRUNO... younger brother ko. Tapos yun.. went home. Nataranta ko kasi 3:00pm na hindi ko pa pala naprint yung RESEARCH PROPOSAL ko eh sira printer ko! Super taranta ko buti na lang sa may BIG SCOOP may COMPUTER SHOP... thank heavens! Ayun... tapos off to school na. Nakita ko si SHERRY and BECK sa SAJES nagrereview tapos nakiupo muna ko and then went to my ENGLTWO class. Ang bait ni KRIS kasi sinulat niya name ko sa SW na absent ako... by pair kasi. Ayun after ENGLTWO diretso sa SJ Bldg. for the PHYCOM1 DEPT. EX! Lord wala akong alam promise. After the test kumain kami ni SHERRY sa JOLLIBEE... 2pcs. CHICKENJOY sa kin sa kanya 1 pc. lang... with extra rice pala yung sa kin. Hmm... ano pa... kasabay namin ni SHERRY pala si JR(EYE CATCHER)... ayun tawanan kami ng tawanan dahil sa mga kwento ko tungkol kay ISRAEL... tapos yun... nood AMERICAN IDOL sa ABC... late na kasi ako nakauwi... hay... eto typing... sige sige... update you tomorrow! Mwah! P.S. YEHEY! Wala kaming PHYCOM1 tomorrow... free day! Tamad talaga ng teacher namin kaasar! Kaya wala akong alam eh!

You scored as Fall. You are FALL. You appreciate all that you have, and are willing to share with others. You are a friend in the truest sense of the word, and can easily focus your attention on those who need you, placing yourself on the back burner. You make sure your responsibilites
are met before you allow yourself \'free time\'

Fall		90%
Spring		80%
Summer		75%
Winter		65%

What Season Are You?

Hay... i wasn't able to attend my classes for today... here are the reasons. First, around 12:30pm i was already in RECTO walking my way to D. JOSE Station of LRT1. Then there was this commotion... ay line pala. I thought the line was for the people who were buying ticket from the ticket booth. So i went ahead of the line wala kong paki cause meron akong STORED VALUE. But unfortunately hinarang ako ng GUARD! Sabi raw pila muna ko kasi wala pang TRAIN. Ayun...pumila ko... after aroung 10mins sabi sa min walang TRAIN so better magcommute na raw kami! Fuck! 12:40pm na and first class ko was 12:50pm... LRT was my only hope pero sira! I was thinking to ride a cab pero too late... it would be a 1 hr trip from RECTO to VITO CRUZ. So what i did was, i decided to go home instead... my next class pa naman kasi was 3:40pm pa... so ayun... i missed GENPSYC... anyways yun. On my way home dumaan muna ako ISETANN tapos pasok PRIVATE PROPERTY... shet all-out sale sila... 10%-75%... ung mga T-shirts na 400 dati 120php na lang... dapat bibili ako pero ng pumasok akong PENSHOPPE, nakakita ko ng JACKET... ang ganda sobra nung JACKET... it was BEIGE na may touch of TOFFEE... basta it was really nice pero di kasya budget ko dala ko lang kanina 500php and it costs 799php... so sabi ko tomorrow na lang. So yun... after strolling umuwi ako... wala akong ginawa sa bahay humiga lang tas medyo i played with my computer. After that around 2:30pm na i got ready na to go to school again... this time i took an FX sa E.RODRIGUEZ but bago yun, i stopped over my ATE'S DRUGSTORE sa VICTORIA AVENUE tapos medyo nag-ayos and nanghingi ng DOLFENAL sakit ng ulo ko kanina sobrang init kasi. And then, i was on the FX on my way to DLSU. I really don't want to miss ANMATH1 awhile ago but because of the VERY VERY VERY VERY HEAVY Traffic... sa ESPANYA all the way na sa TAFT.. puta... super late na ko... nakakahiya naman pumasok di ba kung ganun so ayun. So what i just did was to talk to MR. ALCANTARA... head ng PHYCOLA1 and asked him if i could take the GRAPH AND EQUATION EXPERIMENT that i missed... he told me to just answer the EXPERIMENT and i'll let him check it on MONDAY around 8-10am. He also told me to take the quiz na cause until FEB. 8 lang yung LAB QUIZ. So yun... what a relief... i really thought babagsak na ko because of my missed EXPERIMENT. After that... uwian na... wala akong class na naattenan. So ayun... i just met up with a close friend sa GREENBELT kanina. Sobrang daming tao sa EDSA-TAFT STATION ng MRT... wahhh.... as in parang langgam sa dami. Ayun... mga bandang 9:30pm got home tapos nood ng TV. Yehey! Napanood ko SEARCH FOR THE STAR IN A MILLION!!! Ahahha... yung Hans kanina dun eh nakasabay ko yun eh... infairness lalake siya sa TV! Ahahaha... hay... ako kaya kelan... hmmm.... don't worry i won't lose hope Mr. Tabulas... may plano naman ang Diyos eh... sige sige... i need to get up at 4:30am later... CWTS na naman mamaya. Wala pa rin akong maisip na ARTS and CRAFTS wah... bahala na!!!! Sige sige update you tomorrow!!! Mwah!!! (12:43 am na!!)

Hay... i don't have anything to do and i'm not yet sleepy so i'll just write a song. Tagal na rin ako di gumagawa ng ganito ah! Here's for me:

LINGER

VERSE I:
Your eyes want to tell me something
The vision of us both caressing
The moon shines with its brightest glow
The feeling is so right I can’t let go
I feel your body move with mine
Hold me tight and I’ll be fine

CHORUS:
This is the way it should be
Both of us can set ourselves free
As your lips touch with mine
Your hand seizes mine
Hold me tight in the dark tonight
We’ll be making love all through the night

VERSE II:
My worries and fears all subside
My feelings for you I just can’t hide
Close the door, turn off the lights
We’ll take it slow, no need to rush
Let’s share our wildest fantasies
Tonight it’s all reality


BRIDGE:
Come with me and feel the heat
Tonight we’ll make it pure
We’ll linger ‘til it’s right
Make love to me all through the night

Anong effect toh? MY ALL? AFTER TONIGHT o I ONLY WANTED? Eh baket ba! Wala akong ginaya diyan noh... i just feel writing that kind of song right now! :P

I woke up really early yesterday say about 4:00am. I just had 2 hours of sleep but i really tried my best to be awake and alive yesterday. The sun was still not awake, the stars are still in the sky and the moon can be still be seen in sight. I was in hurry because EDS texted me to be in school 6:30 am sharp. So i was done fixing myself at around 5:40am and finally head off to LRT2. The train was spacious, less people and yawning people were inside the train. It was a relaxing ride. I never knew until yesterday that LRT2 could be so fast a ride when people are not compressed inside. It was really fast. As i was alreay in RECTO Station, the footbridge was still not open. So i hurrily walked along RECTO with the DARK skies. Thankfully, i managed to get to LRT1 safely and with nothing bad happened to me. So there, got off in VITO CRUZ station and i headed my way to the PARKING LOT where the jeepneys that would be used for CWTS are parked. Hay... i arrived at exactly 6:30am with 0 seconds! That's true BUT, i was surprised when i saw only 6 S11 CWTS Students waiting in the PARKING LOT... nabadtrip ako! I told them SABI NILA 6:30am and look...Tayo pa lang. Hay, i headed my way to JOLLIBEE muna to eat breakfast... LONGANISSA with EGG and SINANGAG and ICED TEA. Tapo i also ordered 2-1pc Burger Steak para sa lunch ko with my host family. sarap di ba. Tapos yun, nagulat ako there was S11 Students in JOLLIBEE and they were also eating. So yun, i saw AUDREY, classmate ko COMPRO1 nun tapos si ALLEN was there so i sat with him. Then came IAN he sat with us and after eating we headed our way, AGAIN sa PARKING LOT. Around 6:45am we still were not yet complete... i'm getting pissed off na talaga. But during these times we were getting oriented by ALLEN on what to do later on that day (THE FIRST-AID GROUP and that includes me). Ayun buti na lang sa wakas we finally took off that was around 7:45 ata. Ayun we just took the same route we took last week. This time nga pala iba yung jeep and driver namin. Uhm... medyo hindi alam ng driver yung place pero nakarating naman kami. And so the following happened:

MORNING:
8:20am-9:30am
While the tutorial group are getting ready or maybe already teaching their students, we, the FIRST AID GROUP were also getting ready for the orientation we were going to conduct with our participants for that day.

9:30am -12:00pm
Galing galing ni ALLEN. He really knew what he was talking about. It seems like he was an expert when it comes to FIRST AID and even I was listening to him. Ay first of all, the participants were a mix of 3rd year HS Students of that School and some Senior Citizens. The 3rd Year HS Student's Uniform seems like they are CARE-GIVERS... we really assumed they were kaya we were really hesistant to give the talk but the lunatic part of it was... it was really just their uniform. Ayun, first we had ice brekers lead my me and KAT then ALLEN took over and talked for the rest of the time... we( the other volunteers were just also listening to him) BRAVO ALLEN!!! Marami akong nalaman about JR yesterday hmm... After the talk we asked the participants to return for the AFTERNOON SESSION. It would be more PRACTICAL and we told them that the REAL SPEAKER about FIRST AID would then be present on that afternoon. And off we go to our host family again to eath lunch with them.

AFTERNOON:
12:00pm-12:45pm
I was back at ATE VIOLY'S house, with RUEL and CHRISTINE. RUEL also had BURGER STEAK tapos si CHRISTINE naman had CHICKEN AFRITADA. ATE VIOLY cooked us TILAPIA and she also had this ADOBO, pero onti na lang. I guess that was just bought from a carinderia but anyways. Ayun though nakakahiya, 3 lang kasi ung Tilapia eh, napunta yung 2 sa min ni RUEL yung 2 Tilapia. Eheheh... sarap eh. After eating, talking and chatting, nakinood muna kami ng TV with ATE VIOLY'S Siblings, si MARJO and VANESSA. Ayun, nood lang kami EAT BULAGA tapos it's time to work again. The FIRST AID GROUP head off to the CENTER again and waited for the SPECIAL SPEAKER, which was OMAI'S COUSIN. Sigh... unfortunately the speaker did not arrive. Kasi we were contacting him and the person who answered the phone told us that the SPEAKER had to go to QUEZON for an EMERGENCY MISSIOn... hay... so we had to take over the AFTERNOON PRACTICAL SESSION.

1:00pm-1:30pm
Naguguluhan na kami on what we were suppose to do. Ay pakilala ko nga pala mga FIRST AID GROUP... Si KAT, COCO, ELIEL, ALLEN, JR, NATHZ, BEA and ME of course. Ayun, sobrang taranta na kami. Tapos usap usap on what to do. Tapos mga pasaway sina ROSE, IAN, MARY, CLARK at BEA, nagchichinese garter sa baba ng classroom. So sumali muna ko while the FIRST AID GROUP were having a discussion... ahaha... pasaway ka JACOB. Nakakatawa si REA nadulas! Ahahaha!!! Ako raw may kasalanan!!! Ayun... si IAN galing tumalon. After that... ay oo nga pala, KA-NOLI was talking to some of the FIRST AID MEMBERS. This is about the LOST SPEAKER we had... ehehe... parang patay.. anyways. There, after KA-NOLI finished talking the CHINESE GARTER session also was finished and off to work again. The OTHER GROUP nga pala were in charge of doing ARTS and CRAFT for the kids that time. Supposedly i was the head of that activity but napunta ko sa FIRST AID so bali si EDS ang naging head muna.

1:30pm-3:10pm
God is good naman. Buti alam ni ELIEL and NATHZ magbandage. We were teaching the participants how to bandage the whole time. It was really fun kasi minsan nagiging demo pa ko tapos we were just chit-chatting all the time while nagtuturo si NATHZ and ELIEL how to bandage. But before that nga pala, COCO taught the participants the kinds of wounds. Ayun...then came the bandage session. It was really fun... buti na lang hindi nakarating yung REAL SPEAKER, hindi kami makakapagBOND ng ganun kung dumating yun if ever. After that some GOOD THINGS would really have to come to an end. Natapos na rin ang session and we have to return to PUTOL na TULAY. Then said goodbye na to ATE VIOLY... hay... what a day. Tapos we were gathered sa CENTER again tapos ATTENDANCE time. Tapos that, nanlibre si IAN ng softdrinks. Ahaha... naniwala sila REA sa kin na marunong akong manghula using their palm... ahaha... masyado raw kasing parang totoo eh! Ayun...uwi na.. kasabay namin sa jeep this time si ALLEN, CHRISTINE and ROSE, bababa kasi sila on the way. Ayun, nauna si JR and OMAI bumaba, tapos si CHRISTINE and ALLEN tapos si AINAS and then ako. So bali the people who were left sa JEEP were EDS, RUEL and AARON.


EVENING:
5:00pm-7:00pm
Nagmamadali akong pumuntang ISETANN kasi bibilhin ko na yung JACKET na nakita ko yesterday sa PENSHOPPE.Hay... sa kasawiang palad, wala ng M/L na size... L/XL na lang... wahhh!!! Sobrang naiyak ako! Nakakaasar... nd naman literal na iyak... i was just sad. I was really willing to burn 800php for that pero nawala na! Oh well, hindi para sa kin ung jacket na un. After that i rode LRT2 using LRT1 ticket... and mind you... it worked ha. Sobrang SIKIP kanina sa LRT2, rush hour kasi...then I went off sa V. MAPA Station. i'll check the PENSHOPPE Store there kasi if they have a similar jacket but wala rin sila. Tapos ikot ikot tingin tingin. I really wanted to buy 2 THINGS that time and i've been thinking about those things for the past week na. The JACKET and THE SIMS 2 Original CD. So ayun, i said to myself na lang na ung CD na lang bibilhin ko but 1395php siya kulang ako 5 pesos! Wahhh... ahaha... anyways ayun kumain na lang ako POTATO CORNER... in fairness mahal nun... 50php samantalang liit liit ng FRIES and ICED TEA nila. Ayun tapos went home. Nood muna PINOY POP tapos sila ATE were here kanina. Sabi magCECEBU raw kami sa MAHAL NA ARAW sabi ko GAME ako. Then... nakatulog na ko around 8:00pm and now gising ako! Hay... sobrang dami nangyari kanina i just can't tell it all. Anyways, i'll try to sleep again see if it'll work out if not then not! Hay... update you later okay??? Mwah!!!

Hi Mr. Tabulas! Marami naganap ngayon una siyempre pagtapos ko magsulat sa yo kaninang madaling araw, naonood muna ko ng ETC... the show was KNOCK FIRST tapos WILL and GRACE after those 2 shows nakatulog ako sa sofa. That was around 5:30am and i woke up at 9:00am... all the people here were all busy fixing their things kasi magswiswimming sila sa LAGUNA! Wah... nd ako kasama kasi pesteng GENPSYC yan required kami manood ng PLAY sa PIUS THEATER sa UN entitle NEW YORKER IN TONDO. Ayun, the people here left at around 10:30am. Si MARISSA and AKO na lang ang natira sa bahay. Medyo ayos muna ko ng bahay, patugtog MARIAH tapos naligo na ko... shet lamig kanina ng tubig! Ayun naiwan si MARISSA sa house then i took a cab going to UN. I really had no idea where the PIUS THEATER was! Even the taxi driver didn't know where it was but he told me we'll just ask the people near the area. So ayun, buti na lang hindi traffic within 15 mins we were there. UN kasi is divided into 2 parts eh... ang LRT ang nagsisilbing tagahati. So ayun, nakalampas na pala kami hanggang makarating kasi sa ROXAS nd namin nakita so we ask someone... tapos sabi sa min lampas na kami. Ayun siyempre tanong tanong nahanap rin namin. Tapos merong bading nakakita sa kin sabi ang GWAPO ko raw... hinabol pa ung taxi gusto ko sabihin... GAGA DI TAYO TALO. Tapos yun around 1:30pm andun. Hinihintay ko si RICHARD para sa ticket pero nd ko siya matext so bali nagpaload muna ko sa CANTEEN ng POPE PIUS. So yun... mga classmate ko nag-arrive na. There were also different schools na nanood... iba iba... may SAN SEBASTIAN, SAN BEDA, JRU etc. Tapos yun... we waited for ANGELICA para makapasok na kami. Around 2:30pm di pa rin nagsisimula yung play 2:45pm ata nagsimula. Tapos yun... eto yung storya: Si KIKAY, galing NEW YORK. Naging maarte na siya. Nakalimutan niya na ang mga nakaraan niya at kabataan sa TONDO. Pati mga kaibigan niyang sina TONY, NENA at TOTOY. Nagiba siya simula ng makatungtong siyang AMERIKA. Tapos sa hulit nagbago rin siya... basta yun. Nakakasar yung mga actor/actress sana nagtagalog na lang kasi TH sila magENGLISH eh... ang panget pakinggan but anyways it was nice. Nung natapos yun, akala ko tapos na... ganun na lang nawalan ako ng 300php para sa ticket, may isa pa palang dula.... ROOM MATES ang pamagat... eto ang kwento: 2 magroommates si SANDY and HERO. Mga probinsyano... wala lang nagaway sila tapos at nagkabati lang... pero nakakatawa si SANDY... babaeng bakla siya! Pero PROFESSOR pala siya sa iba't ibang school nakakaaliw. I want her to be my teacher nga kahit isang araw eh. Tapos nun... naglakad kami kasama ko mga classmates ko sa GENPSYC papuntang SM MANILA... si MARY ROSE, RICHARD, ANGELICA, TON and infairness SCHOLAR lahat sila... so yun... ikot ikot kami sa SM MANILA. Dapat vivideoke kami pero maraming tao eh.... so yun... nagkahiwalayhiwalay din kami tapos i was on my own. I bought a T-SHIRT sa PENSHOPPE kanina tapos ikot ikot ulit. Tapos sale ang CRIMSON, WRANGLER at COMPANY B... .shet... todo mega over to the next level hanap ako ng mga magagandag shirt... 170php isa... nakabili ako 4 na t-shirt... tuwang tuwa ako... mura na magaganda pa. Nung wala na kong makitang maganda sa SM MANILA, lumipat akong ISETANN... ung JEEPNEY DRIVER kanina parang ayaw ako suklian ng 50cents kung di ko lang tinanong! Tapos yun... bumaba ako sa STA. CRUZ AVENIDA PARK. I bought a SUNDAE para habang naglalakad... so yun, tingin tingin ako sa tiangge dun. Pumasok ako sa isang BOTIQUE at pinalabas ako cause i was eating ICE CREAMING kasi... kaasar magaganda pa naman mga damit sa loob. Anyways, sa ISETANN binalikan ko yung JACKET na gusto ko pero wala na talaga ung size ng M/L so yun... punta na lang ako PRIVATE PROPERTY bumili ng isa pang shirt na sale... ehehe... tapos bumili akong VCD-oke na may IF THE FEELING, SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME, WHEREVER YOU ARE, IKAW NGA and many more. Tapos nagjeep ako pauwi. Wala pa ring tao sa bahay si MARISSA pa rin. Ayun kumain na siya so ako bumili ng ulam ko... manok siya... habang kumakain ako dumating na sila tapos ang daming dalang ulam. After eating... kwentuhan tapos nagvideoke ko. Tapos chikahan na naman sa bangko. And now i'm writing on you. Sige update you tomorrow... tinatamad na ko magtype!!! :)

That is a title of a MARIAH CAREY song. That is what i'm feeling right now. Wala lang eto lang naman dapat kong gawin bukas:

3 LABORATORY TESTS IN ONE DAY
SUBMIT FORM 5 TO MR. ALCANTARA
COPY MISSED NOTES IN ANMATH1
REVISE RESEARCH PROPOSAL
DO BIBLIOGRAPHY

ewan ko na kung anong gagawin ko... nahihirapan na talaga ako...

It's really true. Yesterday i was really feeling kinda depressed because of all the things needed to be done. But now look, God is really good because it seems that all the positive forces that could surround me awhile ago were near me. I got 100% and another 100% for both the ERRORS and GRAPHING LabTest and a 90% for the SIGNIFICANT FIGURES. I really am thanking God for all these. Grabe sobra na toh! So ayun, before i took the exams had P.E. kaninang morning 10:00am-12:00nn. We won against the other team and we had a grade of 3.5 for the day...yipee... and we didn't jog the field for 2 times cause again... we're the winners. After that, i went to SJ Bldg. 4th floor to walk-in sa kahit anong room. Tapos nakita ko sila SHERRY, BECK and AK. They waited for me kahit 2:00pm+ na ko natapos ng first test ko. Ang swerte ko, nakawalk in ako dahil pinili lang ng PROF. kanina yung mga matataas ung ID number... mine was 10430806... yung iba 10420plus... eheheh... 3 kaming nakawalk in... sobran nakalimutan ko na magsukat gamit MICROMETER and VERNIER CALIPER... ahaha... good thing nasa labas sila AK. Tapos pumunta ko kay MR. ALCANTARA... ang bait grabe! Tapos SHERRY, BECK, AK and I ate at KFC. Tapos iniwan na namin sina BECK and AK dun kasi magtetest pa kami ni SHERRY ng 2:40pm. Buti nakawalk-in kami. Tapos umuwi na si SHERRY and i took my last test. Nakakahiya kanina hindi ako marunong magraph sa EXCEL... sabi ko sa teacher kung pwede manual na lang... pero mabait siya he taught me. Tapos nun late ako ENGLTWO, sobrang daming SEATWORK sumakit kamay ko. Tapos dapat manonood ako BASKETBALL ng s13 kaso late na. Kasabay ko si JOAN until SOUTH GATE tapos sabay kami ni GARY umuwi kanina. LRT1 tapos LRT2, bumaba siya sa GILMORE to buy something sa MERCURY DRUGS ako rin dun kasi pupunta kong NEW MANILA, Anniversary ng PLANET DRUGSTORE. Tapos yun, everybody was there... masaya... nabusog ako. And now nandito na ko! Ehehe... update you tomorrow! Mwah!!! KUNG HEI FAT CHOY na pala!!!

Hay... grabe di na ko nakakaupdate sa yo Mr. Tabulas... anyways... eto mga update ko:

February 9, 2005:
ASH WEDNESDAY... sobrang hindi ko naalala na ash Wednesday pala. Buti na lang... nakaattend pa ko ng MASS ng 7:00pm-8:00pm sa PINAGLABANAN CHURCH.

ANMATH1: Pahirap na ng Pahirap... magkakaroon kami ng quiz on FEBRUARY 18, 2005

PHYCOM1: As usual magulo pa rin teacher namin... NEWTON'S LAWS na pala kami... hay sana naman makabawi na ko!

OTHERS: Sa wakas nainstall ko na ulit ang THE SIMS 2 sa COMPUTER ko! Wah... baka nd na naman ako makapag-aral nito

February 10, 2005
HINDI AKO PUMASOK: sobrang tinamad ako kasi 4:20pm pa class ko so hindi na lang ako tumuloy. I just stayed at home and played THE SIMS 2.

PROM NI REAMAUR: Oo prom ng kapatid ko that day. As in todo ayos kami sa kapatid ko kahapon. Yung mama ko pasaway minake-upan pa eh... pero buti hinilamusan ng kapatid ko mukha niya. Nagmumukha raw siyang bakla. Peach ang kulay ng panloob niya tapos ako nag-ayos ng hair ng kapatid ko. Mala QUEER EYE FOR THE STRAIGHT GUY ang role ko kahapon.

TODAY:
Sobrang malas ko ngayon because I really did not know that today is the MIDTERMS for my GENPSYC class. Sobrang wala akong alam kanina. Yung mga nandung items eh ung mga topics na diniscuss ni teacher namin sa mga MAKE-UP class niya na hindi ko alam kung kelan. Sabi ni rose sa kin nakapost raw sa YAHOO GROUPS namin yun.... baket kasi di ako nagchecheck ng YAHOO GROUPS. Para kong nabaliw kanina sobra. Hayaan mo, babawi ako sa next meetings... i'll make sure ipapasa ko na lahat ng test! Tapos now nasa COMLAB ako... computer number 33 on my right is JOAN. Nagsignup ako for the LAB EXPERIMENT tapos next is ANMATH1 na naman... hay buhay... kelan ba maiiba ikot ng mundo... :|

Just got home from ROXAS BLVD. Kumain kami sa BLUE BAY eh may videoke okrayan... pinakanta ko nila ate... hay... ang kulit ng mga bading hinahalikan nila ko hindi lang nila alam na bading din ako. Sinabi ko na nga bading ako okay lang daw! Shet naman! Ahaha... buti kung gwapo silang bading noh okay lang talaga! Eheheh... Dapat KNOCKS ME OFF MY FEET kakantahin ko eh wala silang song na yun so LATELY na lang tapos pinapili pa ko ulit ng isang song... THERE'S NO EASY WAY NA LANG pinili ko... so yun... wala kong update ngayon... nothing much happened lately. I feel very tired these days... sorry kung hindi kita nauupdate masyado ngayon... hayaan mo pagnagkaroon ulit akong maraming time... sige see you! :)

February 14, 2005: VALENTINE'S DAY
SECRET KO NA LANG YUN NOH! Ehehehe... basta went to THE FORT then MAKATI. I saw the bus na sumabog kasi dumaan kami sa EDSA nun.

February 15, 2005: PE SOCCER
Sobrang nakakapagod PE ngayon. Nagkaroon pa ko ng LBM nun so pumunta ko sa apartment ni EDS. Dumating si OMAI sa apartment tapos nakinood kami DVD ng THE PRINCE and I. Then met up with JEFFREY then nag-aral sa SOUTH CONSERVATORY ng ANMATH1 with JOAN. Tapos had ENGLTWO. Iba na teacher namin. Mabait siya ehehe... just don't know her name.

February 16, 2005: PHANTOM OF THE OPERA
Karol invited me to watch the film together with CHRIS, OLIVER, GARRICK...sobrang fun. We watched at GATEWAY mall... sobrang ganda ng sounds ng cinema. With all the singing and stuff sa movie... magaling. Then we headed sa METROWALK... kumain sa ICEBERG tapos kwetuhan hanggang 12:00am+

February 17, 2005: DERIVATIVES
Ewan... nahihilo na ko kay ANITA ONG. Malapit na kong sumuko sa ANMATH1. Hmm... masakit pa rin paa ko from PE.... wahhh... ano pa ba... hmm...ay went to SM CENTERPOINT with MARISSA, she bought a pair of sandals at ako naman bumili ng shoes from DICKIES... un muna... sobrang wala talaga kong time Mr. Tabulas... next time ulit! :)

Hmmm... grabe talaga... sobrang bihira na lang ako mag-update sa yo Mr. Tabulas... so eto mga kaganapan:

February 18, 2005: SECOND ANMATH1 QUIZ
Wahhh... kahit anong aral ko talaga sa ANMATH1 parang wala pa ring silbi! Baket ganun... tanga ba ko o kailangan ko na talagang magshift sa ibang course??? Wahhh... ano pa ba nangyari... nung friday... basta i was in school 8am-6pm.. nakakapagod...

February 19, 2005: Wala ng CWTS
I just stayed at home yesterday... wala ng CWTS until MARCH 29, 2005. Uhm.. videoke na naman sa bahay tapos hmm... ayun lang... si GIAN nabuhay kahapon... siya pala ung nagtetext sa kin... pasaway...

Hi Mr. Tabulas!! I'm back... just finished watching STARSTRUCK FINAL JUDGEMENT! My prediction was right... MIKE TAN and RYZA XENON won the competition. Uhm... anyways... i think the judgement was fair enough. Compared to CJ and LJ, the winners have more star potentials. But before all these STARSTRUCK stuff, we went to ANTIPOLO CHURCH to hear mass early this evening. There were a lot of people inside the church that we just stood while listening to the cermon for the whole time. After hearing mass, we went to THE CLIFF... it's a restaurant somewhere in ANTIPOLO too... near HOTEL CLOUD 9. In there we had dinner. The place was overlooking METRO MANILA. It was so romantic that i was daydreaming that someday me and my lover would be there sitting and talking while the candle lights are burning.... sigh...By the way, the people who were with me was ERWIN, my SISTER, si MAMA, MARCO, MICHAEL,tito OSCAR, tita MERCEDES, tita LUZ and PAGE (corny noh! family affair). It was some kind of a DESPEDIDA na rin cause tito OSCAR would be leaving for the SHIP soon. The food that we had were TUNA BELLY, SMOKED BLUE MARLIN, PINAKBET, CRISPY PATA, and SIZZLING... uhm... i fogot! After eating, we drove PAGE home na. Tapos ayun... finally watched STARSTRUCK. Ay... early this afternoon din pala, CATHY asked me to fix her computer cause their computer's modem was not responding. I really tried my best to fix it but it just didn't help. I think something's wrong with the hardware. Uhm... what else... shucks, i have a make-up class tomorrow pala in GENPSYC around 8:10am... i'll try to wake up pero feeling ko i won't be awake by that time. Ayun lang kwento ko ngayon. Write to you tomorrow Mr. Tabulas!!! Mwah!!!

Midnight Echo

The cold wind gusting on my face
Beneath these smiles i hide the pain
Gently my tears and the wind collide
I still smile and ease the ache
As i close my eyes the tears subside
I hear the midnight echo of the voice inside
Set your soul on high
Reach for the stars in the sky
The moon looks so majestic
It just makes me feel weak
Now i feel the world by my side
Cause now i know there's nothing to hide //

Ahaha... baket ganyan ung title? Wala lang... euphoric kasi siguro sadyang masayahin ako. Everyday naman eh... what's with being sad di ba? Ikapapanget mo lang yun! Eheheh! Ahahaha... ewan ko ba...weak... kasi ahhh... ANMATH1 Second Quiz ko bagsak pa rin... pero at least nag-improve! 41%-52% wow ha... billboard chart ba ito??? Let's start, everything started when i woke up, malamang! Ayun, nilabahan ko P.E. Uniform ko cause tomorrow we'll be having SOCCER again. Tapos i went to school na...grabe ung LRT TRAINSET na una kong sinakyan ko... ang INIT walang AIRCON... nakita ko pa pala si Mr. Yanzon sa LRT Station pero nd ko na binati kasi baka di na ko kilala eh. Ayun, bumaba ako sa CARRIEDO station to wait for another trainset... buti mabilis lang dumating isang train... hay salamat malamig na. When i was in DLSU na, walking on the side of SOUTH GATE, nakasalubong ko si JEFFREY pauwi na... ahaha... ayun hinatid niya ko papuntang CENTRAL GATE.... tapos hindi pa kami nakakalayo ng SOUTH GATE, nakita namin si RHITZJOY, ahaha...sumama siya sa paghatid sa kin.. break naman niya eh... tapos yun. Had my GENPSYC class... nanood kami ng I AM SAM... i love the story... pero nd namin natapos in class and itutuloy namin next MONDAY... nakakabitin... so what i did... ay mamaya na. After GENPSYC, nakita ko sa CENTRAL PLAZA may mga booth ng ang mga Cultural Orgs... dapat kukuha ako ng form for POPS ORCHESTRA pero nakita ko katabi ng booth ang CHORALE... so nd muna ko kumuha. Naisip ko agad si EDS tapos pumunta ko sa apartment niya para sabihin about POPS. Pagkapunta ko sa apartment niya.. aba may handaan... ahaha... kinokontact pala ako ni EDS sa cellphone ko kaso hindi ko nadala phone ko eh... shet wow swerte ko talaga! Nag-usap ata mga utak namin! Ayun... shet daming handa ni EDS... andun MOMMY niya tapos mga barkada niya nung HS. Shet may kamukha si EDS na kabarkada niya... maraming handa, may MACARONNI, BUKO PANDAN, FRUIT SALAD, SPAGHETTI, CHICKEN etc... shet nabusog ako! HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDS ulit!!! Mwah! Naabutan ko pala dun sina KREME, KRIS, KOYS(new haircut) and JR. Tapos umalis na sila cuz may class pa sila. Ayun... dumating si PENG tapos RON, after eating naglaro kami ng TONG-ITS. 3-Deals lang tapos went back to school kasi may class pa ko nun. SHET! And it was ANMATH1... my score... i said it earlier... pero at least nag-improve di ba! wahahaha!!! I'll do much harder now... baka pumasa ako. Magbibigay si ANTTA ng bonus 10-point quiz sa WEDNESDAY! Shet kailangan makuha ko un!!! Tapos had PHYCOM1... hay KEPPLER'S PLANETARY LAW ang pinag-aralan namin... medyo naintindihan ko naman... tapos si AK naglalandian kami the whole period. And then after that umuwi na kami... si JOAN and AK kasabay ko until SOUTH GATE. Tapos yun... sobrang aga kong nakauwi... before 7:00pm nasa house na ko. Nung nasa bahay na ko... i decided to borrow the I AM SAM DVD sa house nina ATE and kukunin ko rin rubbershoes ko sa kanila. So ayun... went to their house... nakikain na rin... sarap ng ulam nila PATA TIM tapos pinalakad ko si PRINCE (poodle nila) sa kalsada habang bumubili sina MARIE and EMO ng Coke sa tindahan. Ayun, dumating si ATE and ERWIN tapos umalis na ko. Wala dun ung rubbershoes kong silver... feeling ko nasa bahay. So when i got home, pinanood ko agad I AM SAM... hay... naiyak ako nakakaasar! Hmmm... tapos yun... akala ko makakapanood pa ko ng STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN... i wasn't aware of the time na kasi... tapos na pala! Kaasar! Tapos ayun... i went online na... then wrote on you! Okay ba? Mahaba haba na naman entry ko! Okay ba? Sige... try to update you tomorrow!!! Love you! Mwah!!! :)

Hello Mr. Tabulas! I'm back! I'm really sorry i wasn't able to write on you yesterday because i was already tired when i got home. So these are the things that happened yesterday... MORNING: Had P.E. again... of course we won! Tapos after that i took a shower sa SPORTS COMPLEX... ang bait ni OMAI cause i didn't have a soap and a towel yesterday so she let me borrowed hers... ehehe... medyo yuchy but i know she's clean naman. Together with JAPHET, DON, ISH and JERK we took a bath together sa male locker room pero siyempre we had our own cubicle! After that, i ate at LA CASITA sa may SPORTS COMPLEX too, then i saw JOAN with a friend but i didn't sit with her. Instead i sat with my 2 classmates in PE... JAH and SOME GIRL... i forgot her name. After eating... good thing they were also headed for the the LIBRARY... ayun... i went with them cause i was to make notecards for ENGLTWO that day too. Ayun... ngayon lang ako natuto gumamit ng mga callcards! ehehe... around 2:30pm... the two of the mwent ahead cause they had a class. My class wasn't until 4:20pm that day. Ayun... after i finished making my notecards i went to MCDO to buy a MCFLURRY tapos had ENGLTWO na. Gary and I went home together pala yesterday... nakakaasar cause the FOOTBRIDGE was totally closed... so we had to walk along the sides of RECTO-the snatcher infested avenue! Ayun... tapos when i got home...Karol called me up tapos he was asking me kung san mas okay gumimick that night. He was choosing between BAYWALK or GATEWAY... he asked me which was better but i told him kahit saan. Nakakaasar kasi nalate ako kasi dapat around 8:00pm nasa bahay na ko ni KAROL but i was able to get there around 9:00pm... i had things to finish at that moment kaya nalate ako. But anyways... after that... KAROL's driver drove us to ARCADIA to fetch WILMER, OLIVER sa bahay ni CHRIS. Ayun... over... ang laki ng bahay ni CHRIS parang pangTELENOVELA ha! Ayun... while we were inside the car na... we've decided na sa EASTWOOD na lang since malapit na naman kasi we were in ORTIGAS na....ayun. Tapos in EASTWOOD... we headed our way sa JACK'S LOFT... we stayed upstairs then siyempre umorder. I ordered a CAFE LATTE (DOUBLE) and an OREO CHEESECAKE. I forgot what OLIVER and KAROL order (but cake din) but yung kay WILMER was APPLE PIE ALA MODE tapos he drank alcohol. Chris only ordered coffee and it was really cool kasi parang may CAKE PARTY while we were talking. We discussed a lot of things while eating and kung san san nakarating kwentuhan namin. Around 12:30am na we were still there talking... with WILMER and KAROL explaining things to us... OLIVER, CHRIS and I were asking them questions parang SHOWBIZ TALK SHOW kami nun! Basta... i don't wanna talk about the things we've talked about... it's not for the public to know. Ayun... tapos nun... around 1:00am plus pa kami natapos... medyo wala ng tao nun kasi TUESDAY night malamang. Ayun... in the car we were still discussing about different things... faith, relationships, life and its complexities etc. basta ganun. Si KAROL nagtanong na naman kung baket ba nabubuhay kung mamatay rin naman. Being POETIC and PRACTICAL ang pinagtatalunan namin kagabi habang pauwi. Basta... my stand is in between... kailangan patas lang sila... kung masyado kang POETIC... baka naman magpakamatay ka kung nd mo makamtan mga minimithi mo sa buhay... kung masyado ka namang PRACTICAL, baka makalimutan mo na ang tunay na kahulugan ng buhay at malunod ka naman sa mga materyal na bagay sa mundo at hindi mo na malaman ang tunay mong pagkatao. Uhm... the talk we had last night made me think of the song by CHRISTINA AGUILERRA... REFLECTIONS... di ba! It really made me think... ano ba talaga ko... anong ginagawa ko sa mundo... baket ako nabubuhay... sino ako... anong papel ko sa ibang tao... baket ko kailangan makontento... baket minsan kailangan ko itago kung sino ako... uhm... shucks... mga tanong na siguro hanggang kamatayan ko'y di ko pa nasasagot. Mahirap talaga hanapin ang mga kasagutan sa tanong ko na yan... marahil tanong din ito ng maraming tao... uhm... hay! Basta... all i can say is... basta masaya ka... wala kang nasasaktang tao... at gusto mong makagawa ng pagbabago... at may ginagawa ka para magkaroon ng pagbabago... okay na ang buhay! Wala namang masama kung hindi mo makamit mga gusto mong gawin di ba. Kung basta bang masasabi mo sa sarili mo na nagawa mo na lahat ng makakaya mo di ba? Life's like that y'all! Just live it the way you want to live life! Iba iba tayo! What's fulfilling to me may not be fulfilling to some people right??? It's like that!!! :) P.S. I need a separate entry for this LIFE thinggy!

Christina Aguilera - Reflections Lyrics
(i altered some words)

Look at me,You may think you see who i really am
But you'll never know me
Everyday its as if I play a part
Now i see if i wear a mask
I can fool the world but i cannot fool my heart

Who is that man i see staring straight back at me
when will my reflection show who i am inside

I am now in a world where i have to hide my heart
and what i believe in
but somehow i will show the world what's inside my heart
and be loved for who i am

Who is that man i see staring straight back at me
why is my reflection someone i don't know
must i pretend that im someone else for all timewhen will my
reflection show who i am inside

Theres a heart that must be free to fly
that burns with a need to know the reason why
why must we all conceal what we think
how we feel
must there be a secret me i'm forced to hide

I wont pretend that i'm someone else for all timewhen will my
reflection show who i am inside
when will my reflection show who i am inside

Sobrang antok na ko yesterday! I forgot to change my shirt, pants and clean myself... as in when i got home... Zzzzzzzzzzzzz... tulog! So ano ba ang nangyari kahapon? Uhm... i woke up really early yesterday... around 6:30am then finished fixing myself up at 7:00am. I was in a rush yesterday because i don't wanna be late for my LBYPHY1 class. I'm really not used to waking up early but because of what happened last last week in this class... which was i wasn't able to take the PRELAB test because i was late... i must and should be exactly sharp /on time. Good thing when i arrived at LRT2 and LRT1 the train were already approaching the station. I arrived at school just before 8:00am. And guess what... i was already in SJ 4th Floor when i found out that our EXPERIMENT was to be held at around 11:20am. Suddenly i felt week Tabulas... as in! First i thought of going home then go back to school. But then i told myself it would be a waste of money. Later on I realized that i wasn't able to review for my PHYCOM1 Long Test the other night. So what i did was i went to NORTH CONSERVATORY and read the CLA PHYSICS BOOK that GARY lend to me. The book was really fun to read. There's just a big difference between the COMSCI PHYSICS BOOK and the CLA's. I was able to understand more what the LAW OF MOTIONS on that book. While i was reviewing... ADRIAN approached me and sat with me. Nakireview din siya sa kin. Tapos there, I really love the CLA PHYSICS BOOK... pangLEVEL ko ata yun! Hay... tapos nun... ADRIAN told me that i can sit-in in their PHYSICS CLASS around 9:40am... i told him why not. So then we headed to GOX and unfortunately i can't sit in with them cause they'll be having a quiz. Ayun... i saw SHERRY, AK and BECK. They had their ANMATH1 QUIZ then after that around 11:00am na they went with me sa SJ 4th Floor. They signed up for their Laboratory. Then was the time of my LAB EXPERIMENT. Nakakabwisit cause the LAB Prof. we had in this class last last week was the same Prof! I don't know i think i really have this special dislike about him... not counting that he was the first lab teacher to not give me an exam because i was late. Hay... anyways i had accept that he's our LAB Prof. Our experiment was about PROJECTILE MOTION... Marvin and Harold were my groupmates and i told them i won't be able to help not unless they really want me too! Aahah... i told them this because i really am not good in PHYSICS and anything related to it. I have a personal dislike in this subject. So i let them do the experiment while i was answering the guide questions that were given to us. The experiment made us graph and compute velocity and accelaration of a metal ball( which sort of like a MALTEESERS chocolate). Nakita ko CAIMBON and gave him my application form for POPS ORCHESTRA. Ayun... after that AK texted me that they were in SAJES then i followed. JOAN, SHERRY, BECK and AK were there all finished eating (cause it was around 2:20pm na) and reviewing for the LONG EXAM in PHYSICS that day. Ayun i ate PORK BARBEQUE with CHEEZE TOPPINGS on RICE... uch... nd ko kinaya ang panget ng lasa... so i went out in AGNO to buy SHAWARMA and COKE. Ayun... i was SATISFIED naman. Umalis si AK... she went somewhere we didn't know. JOAN and I have and ENGTWO class so we went ahead and BECK was left alone. SHERRY nga pala also left din cuz of ENGLTWO.. hers was around 2:40pm ours was 4:20pm...Bumalik sa SHERRY to join BECK. Ayun... after ENGLTWO... i went to EDS appartment to borrow SCIENTIFIC CALCULATOR... thank GOD she has! Nawala kasi yung sa akin... wala naman sa lost and found. Ayun...after that i went straight to SJ 313 for the LONG TEST and there. As i was looking back with what happened yesterday... hindi ako nagsisi na dumating ako sa school ng maaga. Because of the incident kasi... nadalian ako sa MULTIPLE CHOICE ng LONG TEST pero hindi yung PROBLEM SOLVING. But it was okay lang... i think i got a higher grade in this TEST. Hay... thank you GOD for waking me up early yesterday. Siguro mababa na ko sa PROBLEM SOLVING mababa pa ko sa MULTIPLE CHOICE... pero because of what you did... hay... i feel i scored and did better. Uhm.. ayun... after the exam... kumain kami ni SHERRY sa MCDO... JOAN, AK and BECK went ahead. Sinundo si SHERRY ng MOM niya... tapos nakita ko rin sila sa LRT... sasakay din pala sila... it was really a day... see why i wasn't able to update you yesterday??? Write on you soon Tabulas!!! :)

Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?