For The Record

Ocelot: so whats up up?
SubtleBliss: wait
Ocelot: yebba
SubtleBliss: you think
SubtleBliss: i should stop waiting for *****?
Ocelot: ehhh?
Ocelot: who's *****?
SubtleBliss: napapagod na ko actually
SubtleBliss: er the atenean guy
SubtleBliss: si *****?
SubtleBliss: the kalbo guy
Ocelot: AHH
Ocelot: "serious blogger"?
SubtleBliss: yeah
SubtleBliss: i'm kinda wearing out but I don’t wanna lose grip
SubtleBliss: really
Ocelot: ...ehhhh
Ocelot: you've been waiting for him all this time?
SubtleBliss: yeah
SubtleBliss: you think i'm waiting for nothing
SubtleBliss: but repairing a heart takes time I guess. And maraming cute guys out there na baka gusto niya
Ocelot: did you shut off "passive mode"?
SubtleBliss: agressive mode ako sa kanya di ba
SubtleBliss: passive na ko
SubtleBliss: when he wrote something on his blog
Ocelot: ahh, i meant passive mode to others
SubtleBliss: i'm still passive
Ocelot: i read some entries about people coming on to you...
SubtleBliss:  to others
Ocelot: quite amusing actually ^^;;
Ocelot: o? none of them pass to you?
Ocelot: the guy just wanted his meds man...call center worker
Ocelot: haha
Ocelot: hahaha, thas a nice one
SubtleBliss: hahaha. Weird weird
SubtleBliss: tsk
SubtleBliss: ewan ko ba
SubtleBliss: ikaw
SubtleBliss: what do you say?
Ocelot: O_O
Ocelot: do you know an edzwt on ym by any chance!?
SubtleBliss: er no
SubtleBliss: how does he look like?
Ocelot: uhm..nvm
Ocelot: dlink thing
Ocelot: any advice on..what to do in summer?
SubtleBliss: i don't know
SubtleBliss: swim?
SubtleBliss: make love with *****?
SubtleBliss: hahaha
SubtleBliss: ewan
Ocelot: ehhhh
SubtleBliss: hehehe
SubtleBliss: nababaliw ako
Ocelot: any other plans on going out of town?
SubtleBliss: who me?
Ocelot: ....uhm....
Ocelot: si there anyone ELSE there?
Ocelot: hahahah
SubtleBliss: hahaha
SubtleBliss: bora with family kami
Ocelot: just asking
SubtleBliss: sa 12
SubtleBliss: y ask?
Ocelot: ah there ya go, istn that somethign to look forward to?
SubtleBliss: i think so
Ocelot: you could
Ocelot: consider
Ocelot: maybe
Ocelot: opening a new dlink account
Ocelot: sometime in the future
SubtleBliss: no
SubtleBliss: not this time
SubtleBliss: not in the near future
Ocelot: sabagay
Ocelot: when you have guys hitting on you in everyday life
Ocelot: hayyy
SubtleBliss: nyek
Ocelot: who wanna "touch your body"
SubtleBliss: that’s so easy
SubtleBliss: kung touch my body lang gusto ko
SubtleBliss: madali lang eh
SubtleBliss: pero hindi eh
Ocelot: hmm...
Ocelot: you're looking for someone to touch your heart
SubtleBliss: yeah
Ocelot: i dont think you’ll expect him...
Ocelot: but you have an uncanny
Ocelot: hmm
Ocelot: attraction factor
Ocelot: hahah
Ocelot: i mean, i was surprised by love
Ocelot: i dont know if it always starts that way
Ocelot: but in your case, your heart is always...
SubtleBliss: what?
Ocelot: hmm...
SubtleBliss: my heart is always what?
Ocelot: i think you're someone worthy to have one
SubtleBliss: aw
Ocelot: your heart is...expecting, in ALL directions
Ocelot: way more capable than me
SubtleBliss: really? thanks I needed that
Ocelot: but its true?
SubtleBliss: probably yeah
Ocelot: yech, i pruned my dlinka acc you know, of contacts
Ocelot: tsk why did YOU have to go?
Ocelot: :( 
SubtleBliss: parang I don't belong there. There’s something wrong
SubtleBliss: i mean i'm gay
SubtleBliss: pero
SubtleBliss: hindi ganun eh
SubtleBliss: I want to meet real people
Ocelot: didnt you?
Ocelot: hahaha
SubtleBliss: yeah
SubtleBliss: like you
SubtleBliss: but sometimes
SubtleBliss: parang hindi na rin ako nagiging totoo sa sarili ko
SubtleBliss: parang, what people see is what you'd like them to see
SubtleBliss: you think so?
Ocelot: thas a good point
Ocelot: best "foot forward" and all?
SubtleBliss: yep
Ocelot: hmm...but...ironically...
Ocelot: did you know ***** did put his best foot forward, but when i met him, he turned out as...
Ocelot: LESS honest?
SubtleBliss: so you told me
SubtleBliss: hahaha
Ocelot: so
Ocelot: is it that bad to be attracted to someone when they’re at their best?
SubtleBliss: i didn't say that
Ocelot: i know im just saying...hmm...
SubtleBliss: minsan kasi
SubtleBliss: hindi na best
SubtleBliss: actually
Ocelot: worst?
SubtleBliss: hindi na ikaw yun
SubtleBliss: say... wesley?
SubtleBliss: do i make sense here?
Ocelot: i understand
Ocelot: like, you fool people?
SubtleBliss: yep yep yep
SubtleBliss: i'm not cleaning my hands btw
SubtleBliss: hahaha
SubtleBliss: madali talaga kumuha ng someone to touch your body
SubtleBliss: pero someone who'll touch your heart, i don't know
Ocelot: hahaha
Ocelot: i dont believe this
Ocelot: im hearing "HAy....WHY was I born goodlooking?" from you!
Ocelot: hahaha
Ocelot:
SubtleBliss: nyak
SubtleBliss: hindi kaya
Ocelot: ggeeeeeezzzz cooooobbbbb
Ocelot: hahahaha
Ocelot:  hay
SubtleBliss: pero aminin mo yun
Ocelot: eh?
SubtleBliss: mas madali kumuha ng kasex
SubtleBliss: eh?
SubtleBliss: kung goodlooking ako baket wala pa rin akong bf? hahaha
Ocelot: you deny them
Ocelot: yes, you're right madali makahanap ng kasex
SubtleBliss: hahahaha
SubtleBliss: and this convo goes to my blog
SubtleBliss: hahahaha
Ocelot: ....O_O
Ocelot: can I be known simply as "Ocelot"?
SubtleBliss: sure
SubtleBliss: hahahaha…
Ocelot: *pats* there there cob
Ocelot: *quick hug*
SubtleBliss: thanks
Ocelot: you definately deserve someone