I don’t even know what that means! Hahaha! But just to cut the chase, I made you choose between me and other guys. You can still talk with them and chat with them online or on the phone, but you can no longer meetup, or sex meetup, hang out etc. Was I being fair? I think so. It’s been 5 months now and I’ve realized all along I’m just an option. Maybe I got tired. Maybe I just want to know where I stand. As much as I don’t want to admit it, I am becoming attached to you. This rarely happens.

Yesterday, I made you choose. You bargained. One month. I said no. But we ended up with a mutual agreement. I should have easily said no to your one month pact but the song I always play on my car played on the restaurant’s radio. To think that I didn’t bring my car yesterday. Maybe it’s a sign that’s why I agreed to that one month. I am still quiet not sure of what happened. Of what might happened. I told you if you don’t want this arrangement then just tell me immediately then let’s go our separate ways.

In time we’ll know what’s gonna happen. In time…