jjcobwebb

I'm not in the mood to update today Mr. T! Sobrang daming nangyari ngayon. Naguguluhan din ako. Hindi ko alam. Naiinis na ko sa sarili. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. Ang bigat ng feeling ko. I'll update you when I'm better --- and I don't know when...

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love”.

- Neil Gaiman

These lines make me feel good somehow:

Aris  : Sobrang type ka ni Gerwsin sabi niya. Go for Gold na mayaman yun!
Jacob : No thanks hindi naman ako mahirap

Seph  : I like you. You want to kiss?
Jacob : No thanks. Maawa ka naman sa bf mo...

Louie : You want to go to my place?
Jacob : No, I have things to do

Mawi  : He's the 35th Richest Young Businessman
Jacob : He's damn rich so what?

Dave  : When are you coming back?
Jacob : Let's not see each other anymore

Deck  : Dami daming nangangarir sa yo ayaw mo pa
Jacob : Pft...

There's one person in my mind right now. You know who you are. O well. Naiinis pa rin ako sa sarili ko. I'm sorry kung nakukulitan ka na. Sobrang pagpasensiyahan mo na ko. Yun lang kasi ang alam ko para mapalapit sa yo :(