G'morning Mr. T! Sobrang napapagod na ko. Sorry for not updating you these past few days. I'm really in a mirage right now. My whole mind and body are floating. Add to that some frequent spike of depression of something I don't know. But I'm good. I'm just not myself these past few days. So much work to do, so little time. I wish the days had 48 hours and not just the usual 24 hours. I'm having a hard time sleeping too Mr. T!. Neozep Forte doesn't work. I'll try sleeping pills by tomorrow. So much things to do. So tiring. Just the other day I was thinking of killing myself just to end all these. I know, I know I have suicidal tendencies but I know when to stop. Cramming doesn't do me good. I just crammed a 15 page research paper yesterday for DATABAS. Then Ms. Tangkeko wasn't present for BIZPROC. Had to cut half of DATABAS just to visit SAN AGUSTIN CHURCH awhile ago --- I was only the person inside the church when I got there. Good thing I saw the CHURCH keeper. I'm just gonna do my reflection paper about it during my longest break ever. It was scary though. Anyways, update you of what happened the days before... it's 1:40am though. I'm off to bed... just wish me luck... hay... Anyways again., I'm currently feeling this song by Mariah. It wasn't released though. It's from the album GLITTER:

TWISTER 

She was kind of fragile
And she had a lot to grapple with
But basically she kept
It all inside

Childlike and effervescent
With a well of pain
The depth of I could not imagine
If I tried

Never thought that I
Would hear them say
Twister went and threw it all away

She was kind of magical
Her laughter sent you casually
Floating through a moment
Of release

Dear God, it's all so tragic
And I'll never have the chance
To feel the closure
That I untimately need
No, I never dreamed
That there would come a time
Twister'd go and leave it all behind

Lord I pray she's found some peace
And her soul's somewhere at ease

Yeah I'm feeling kind of fragile
And I've got a lot to handle
But I guess this is my way
Of saying goodbye

     That's all for now Mr. T! If ever I kill myself right now. Blame it on the song. I love ya! I enjoy ya! I appreciate ya Mr. T! Bye for now! Mwah!