Hello hello!! Sorry if i haven't been writing on you lately! Sira kasi phone line namin...grounded! Hindi ako nakaconnect sa internet... anyway!!! Well, wala naman masyadong nanyari ngayong term break, one week na lang school na ulit. Hindi pa ako nakakapag-enroll... hay... eto ako, kagagaling ko lang sa trangkaso, kaasar naman kasi ang weather eh, pabagobago, abnormal tulad ko. HAY!!! 4 days na lang before my PINOY POP SUPERSTAR audition... hay... sana pagtapos na sobrang pagprapractice ko eh makapasa naman ako... hay!!! Ay, ang galing sobra ng OUT! ung bagong GAY ORIENTED show ng GMA, galing galing, nakakarelate ako... ehehe... Grabe, nd na rin ako nakapagsisimba alam mo ba yun... feeling ko ang sama sama ko na. Sorry talaga Lord...:( Sige... dumaan lang... internet card ni Marco toh eh.... masyado ko ng naabuso...ehehehe... ay wait may dadagdag ako... nakuha ko ung pic ko sa tagaytay na may snake na hawak... tignan niyo... ehehehe

Hay... i slept around 5am a while ago and i wonder why... hmmm... anyways, nothing happened much lately. I'm having water and pineapple juice theraphy... for my auditions... eheheh.... sana talaga i'll be one of the contestants... hay... grabe... desparate na ko...
Well, i wrote a song today... entitled SWEETEST GUITAR, ewan ko baket ganun ang title niya eheheh... here it is...


SWEETEST GUITAR

The dreams I used to have
Seem like a touch away
And now, though I’m not so sure,
They’re here to stay, I’ve already fantasize
The dreams I still have to realize
But when I think of the potentials I have inside
The fears and traumas effortlessly subside

Life is such a wonderful journey
I wonder why some people are in a hurry
Other people get distressed with what the hear
Breaking them down and making them fear
If they only have love for what they are
They’ll hear the strumming of the sweetest guitar

Storms usually come and go
No matter how full of sorrow
Rainbows appear if you’ll just look closer
At the end of every road
You’ll realize there’s no need to stagger
Life is to be explored and not to endure
People see what’s obscure than what is pure
They don’t realize their true worth

Life is such a wonderful journey
I wonder why some people are in a hurry
Other people get distressed with what the hear
Breaking them down and making them fear
If they only have love for what they are
They’ll hear the strumming of the sweetest guitar

Winds usually strewn across the sky
But birds still attempt to fly high
This doesn’t make them cry
But it makes them try and try…

======= that's it for now, write on you soon... mwah!!!

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Hay... one more day.... one more day!!! Say, and what am I doing now? Straining my voice to death!!! I'm really having a bag of nerves right now and I don't know why!!! Kaya susulatan na lang kita... Ehem! Ano ba...well, salamat at may gamot na rin ako sa allergic renittis ko... (tama ba spelling?) Binigyan ako kanina ni ate na nasal spray awhile ago tapos yun, nawala na siya... thank God! Ayun, naayos na rin sa wakas yung TV namin sa baba hay... trinay ko na nga magvideoke eh... ehehe... ayus na siya sa wakas.

Hay naku! Nakakabaliw talaga si Edgie! Natatawa ko na natutuwa sa bago niyang karelasyon! Infairness they look cute together! Perfect match ata! Sana naman magtagal na sila ng bf niya (kahit masakit... huhuhu...JOKE!) loka talaga yun eh... parang nagpapalit lang ng tshirt pagnagpapalit ng karelasyon... ke-sa babae or lalakwe... ahahah!!! Hay naku, basta, happy na ko for him, basta kung iwan siya nung KC na yun, lagot sa kin yun kahit di pa kami nagkikita ni Edgie basta lagot yon!!!

Shet talaga si GEOFF!!! Ahahah... cutie talaga!!! To die for ang lalaking toh! Kaya laging kumpleto araw ko dahil sa HIRAM! Sa totoo lang, mas bagay sila ni ANNE CURTIS dahil parehas silang mestizo! Hindi sila bagay ni HEART!!! Basta! Dapat sila magkatuluyan... Ay fuck!!! Sabi nila bukas na raw last day for ADJUSTMENTS...shet... pag hindi ako umabot, idrodrop ko na lang yung COMPRO1 tapos shift ako!!! ehehee... kung umabot! Itutuloy ko CCS... eehhe

Sige sige... until here muna! LORD!!! Siyangapala, tulungan niyo ko bukas... make me overcome my fear at iclear nyo po throat ko para mas maganda ang kalabasan ng boses ko!!! eheheeh.... sorry na kung di na ko nakakapagMASS lately... sorry sorry... help niyo ko ha! Thanks na in advance. Sige tabulas, until here... write on you soon...!!! :)

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Hello Hello!!! Yes yes yes... the BIG DAY came... yesterday! I'm sorry if I wasn't able to write on you. There's one word that can best describe all what have happened yesterday... LETHARGIC! Hay... bwict! Sobrang pagod ako kahapon! Just imagine, I slept very late kasi sobrang naexcite ako kahapon tapos I woke up around 6am para magising na agad voice ko! Hay... ang aga aga ko sa GMA... nataranta na nga ako nung 9:30 at wala pa ung kotse ni ate para ihatid ako... tapos mapapala ko yun lang... ahaha... kukuwento ko lahat.

Ayun, I arrived at GMA Network around 9:45 am, tapos yun, sobrang dami na talaga ng tao! Imagine mo kung saan kami pinaghintay... isang place kung nasan nakapat ung likod ng aircon, may glass roof on top of us tapos siksikan pa kami!! Maraming nag-auds yesterday, galing Manila, Pasay, Bulacan, Laguna, Zambales at kung san san pa! Thank God at taga San Juan ako coz it's just a 15-minute drive. Ayun... actually nagstart siya officially mga 12:00 noon... pinaakyat na ung mga nauna sa pila... hay... last batch akong nakaakyat eh... kasi by 20's or 30's ang paggroup... so bali mga 4:00pm na ko nakapagstart magauds... Ayun... while inside GMA, sobrang kaba na talaga ko... parang gusto ko na magbackout! Nd naman sa nagmamayabang ako, sa batch namin, 2 lang kaming nakuha sa PHASE 1 and PHASE 2 para makapunta sa PHASE 3. Ganito nga pala yun. PHASE 1: Sing any song... unaccompanied by any music... acapella in short. PHASE 2: Sing HAPPY BIRTHDAY in your own style. PHASE 3: Kasabay mo na yung dala mong minus one. Ayun... PHASE 1 pa lang ang sakit na ng ulo ko... imagine mo naman, BURGER STEAK na 35 pesos... at puros tubig lang laman ng tiyan ko...kaya masakit siya while I was singing... sigh... nung PHASE 3 na, sobrang pagod na pagod na ko at wala na kong POWERS kumanta, ayun, ewan ko ba kung anong nangyari sa performance ko... basta. Pero kahit na nd ako nakuha sa 14 na kasali, at least umabot ako sa PHASE 3 at achievement ko na yun di ba. Okay lang yan. Alam mo ba, yung judge, si RC, gay siya, sobrang RUDE niya! Paghindi nya agad gusto ang voice ng isang nagauaudition, sasabihin niya agad... THANK YOU! Kahit di pa dumadating sa Chorus yung song... naawa nga ako sa mga tagaprobinsya na hindi mga nakuha eh... imagine, nagbiyahe pa sila papuntang TIMOG tapos wala rin... sayang yung pamasahe... pero di ba.. at least they tried din. At alam mo ba...!!! Kadiri si RC! Tingin ng tingin sa kin!!! Yuch! Hindi kami talo noh! Ahahaha.... basta yun! Basta I know I gave my best pero sa tingin ko kulang pa... marami pa diyang opportunities... nd lang toh! I'll try again di ba... si SARAH GERONIMO nga eh, ilang beses nagtry magauds bago makapasok sa STAR FOR A NIGHT... malay mo.... nd ko lang talaga oras yun! Hay... it's okay, sobrang pagod nga lang.

Ayun, pagkauwi ko, lahat sila nasa KAMAY KAINAN sa may Greenhills... aba nagkainan, buti na lang nagiwan si MAMA ng 100 para bumili ako ng pagkain, pero ung 100 na yun, ginamit ko panTAXI papunta dun... ayun... andun sila! Nagtreat si Manang Luz dahil birthday ng anak niyang si JEMLOU! Ayun, lahat sila andun! Nagulat kasi nd ako nakapasa sa auds pero sabi nila okay lang... baka nd para sa kin yung araw na yun... Ayun, EAT-ALL-YOU-CAN siya, unti lang kinain ko kasi sobrang pagod na talaga ko... After that, pumunta kami sa ROXAS BLVD. naglakad lakad, uminom, nanood sa KAPALUA, umuwi! Pagod na talaga ko nun... hay... dapat susulatan kita nun eh kaso sorry I WAS REALLY DEAD TIRED... and the MORAL of all the things that have happened yesterday? If something's not meant for you then it doesn't mean that it will never be yours. It's just that, it's not the right time for you have it... you'll have to wait for it... just be patient. But then, if it comes, grab it, don't let it go, hold it tight, and it will be yours.... FOREVER...and keep it too!!! :)

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